Oh Nate, why aren't thou real?

So I had some crazy dreams last night with SO many things going on. This is going to be jumbled. Bear with me.

First, I had a dream about a perfect guy again..
We were at some thing, like maybe a fair/carnival, but it was small, so maybe a school event or something. Lots of people there. I was there with this guy. We'd been talking, kind of close, casually seeing each other but nothing serious yet. There was one point where we were sitting next to each other in the stands we were in and leaning against each other, my head on his shoulder. My parents were in the other stands across from us. I never saw them but I knew they were there. But I didn't care if they saw. We were talking to each other, he turned his head a little to talk, I turned mine a little. We talked, laughed about something, then very casually amidst the laughing he kissed me. It was no biggy, neither thought much on it, but it was nice. He had very soft, lovely lips ;]

I think it was like a karaoke/open mic thing. Cause he was next to sing. I think he name was Nate. I'm trying to think how to describe how he looked… He was thin, athletic, tall but not too tall for once. Sandy blond, bright eyes and a bright contagious smile. Thin face. Very handsome. He got up and I was laughing and cheering for him. He sand an upbeat love song. We had been in the front row, and during some parts he came over to me and took my hand and sang directly to me. I was blushing so bad but so happy, too. A few people were catcalling at us. It was amazing.

After he was done he came back over to me and gave me a big hug. I remember I was wearing a hoodie, I think maybe that funny looking multicolored striped one that some people hate, but he seemed to like. [Kudos!] I also remember thinking about how I'm the size and shape and weight I am now, and he obviously did not care and still thought I was so attractive. I had never felt more beautiful than I did in that moment of this dream. We were standing there and he wrapped his arms around me, my arms around his neck, and he said how he was crazy about me.

Sadly, this turned out to be a double dream. Sort of. It was weird. It was like we knew we were in a dream, but we also knew that we were each real somewhere. So we tried to figure out who the other really was before we woke up. We figured out we both went to LCCC and it was like we couldn't just give our names or something. It was weird. I somehow ended with knowing that he was a guy from John's band? XD But apparently our faces looked different in the dream to the other than they would in real life, so I knew I might night recognize him. John's band was playing somewhere and I knew I had to be there. I went, saw some other bands, found John, and searched the faces of his band mates but nothing clicked.

Kind of shifted a little. The band started playing. They played an upbeat version of 'Vulnerable'. [When I realized this after I woke up I freaked out and checked my phone. I rarely can actually hear a song and sing it in my dream without it playing somewhere for real. Vulnerable is Benjy's ringtone..] I remember grabbing my camera and recording and singing along. It was super casual. Most of them were sitting around like it was a guitar circle. I sat with them and we all had a good time.

I thought I met Nate in a dream again or something. But he was different. And kind of weird. I didn’t know if it was actually him and felt like I was being tricked. I ended up leaving the dream knowing a few things - that guy was NOT Nate, that he was creepy 'in love' with me, and that, at least in the dream, he was one hell of a swordsmen.


Jump forward. We're in like, a gossip girl-esque thing. A Serena look-a-like was there, another girl who was bigger, and me. The girls were probably in their early 20s. They are fighting over something. And I started yelling about how they don't respect each other as sisters, but as the blond starts to leave, I follow, saying her biggest problem is that she has no respect for herself. She hesitates, turns to me looking both angry and like she's about to cry, and then gets into the car anyway with some guy and drives off. I don't remember much of this one, but there had been a bit before and after that fight. They were in a big house that sort of felt like it wasn't just a house. It was like there was a wing of the house that was a daycare/preschool. Maybe their mom was a teacher. Idk.

But then suddenly it was a Criminal Minds thing. We think there is someone after the two sisters or something. We're at the house, FBI vests on, guns out. I'm with Reid, Hodge, and Prentis. We know that AJ, Rossi, and Morgan are somewhere else in the house. As we move through, it's dark, like the power is out. I think I personally knew the girls, that's why I was able to be harsh earlier and why I'm so weird about being here now. We keep going and know he's in here somewhere. It's a huge house, and we've just entered the school wing of the building. I check a closet. It's clear. I almost leave… when I recognize something in the closet. I don't know what it is I recognized, no idea, but it reminded me immediately of the guy who had been stalking /me/ in my dreams and trying to convince me he was Nate. The guy who is also very stealthy and a master swordsman. Whatever I saw also clued me in that he wasn't just good with a sword in the dream, but in real life.

I immediately tell the others of my theory, that I think I know who this guy is. It sounds weird to them, a guy who prefers a sword to a gun, so medieval, but also more dangerous because he isn't predictable.

Things begin to shift a little again and suddenly I have a sword, too, and I'm fighting the guy. I don't think he knows it is me because it is dark. I'm not great with a sword, but not awful either. Still, he ends up stabbing me in the side and I go down. He comes closer like he's going to finish me off, but then he sees me face and freaks out and runs. By now, obviously, we know I'm right. We also think he hadn't been stalking the girls, who like I said, I'm friends with, but me. Maybe he saw me visiting them and that's why he's here. [Lovely].

Later Hodge gets stabbed in the arm. But we both end up being alright.

Then it gets to be a little scifi and weird. =P I was chasing him in the woods and it's like he is from a fairytale or something, hence the sword, and is back in his world now. I am, too, but I get out. Idk. It was weird. Moving on.

Later we're no longer in Criminal Minds. I'm younger again. There's some big dance function coming up. I'm getting dressed, suppose to be meeting someone there. I feel like it's Nate, like maybe we finally found each other and were going to surprise each other.

I see other people getting ready. We're in dorms. There are younger kids, too. I almost feel like it was the final dance for SIG. I remember darting across the giant hallway though to use the bathroom to shave my legs xD Lol.

I head down and am going toward the main room. There are tables out front and people sitting there. One guy, who kind of looked like Chris 2.0, is talking to the girl he asked to the dance and admits he only asked her cause she's their friend and he knows she can throw [she's a pitcher for softball] and he and some other guy are testing a theory about bouncy balls and magnetic waves? No idea. I remember hearing them explain it to me earlier but didn't actually understand.

Then I woke up. O_O And I fell back asleep. But it never really was the same dream.

We were on a road, trying to get somewhere. Now, note, this dream is a fantasy/scifi dream. We read a road block of soldiers. I know the one, though not for good reasons, lol. I think he's the captain and I've gotten in trouble before with him. I'm chatting him up while my companion uses his magic to get our weapons across the border. He has them cloaked, and in the air, flying over them. I can see them, but they can't. I chat up the soldier, annoying him, and then we keep going.

And that was it for that part. I might use that for a story. -nods- Could go lots of places.


So…. Yeah. If I ever meet a gorgeous blonde haired bright eyed and smiling guy named Nate, I'm marrying him xD lol.