We were… somewhere. It was like a country house or something, I think it belonged to family members. There were a few of us downstairs, I think just me and some guy. We were sleeping on the floor and weren’t very close to where the other was. I remember waking up and seeing a beautiful scene outside. We were somewhere in the country and so the sky seemed huge. There weren’t any trees or houses for miles. I remember wanting my camera. We all started packing up and then headed out, headed back to the main house.
We stopped at a convenient store, like a Drug Mart. Warning - there were a LOT of people living in my house somehow, including a baby. It was Chris [2.0], I think his mom, a nephew or something of his [the baby], and some other relatives of his, along with my whole family, oh, and Hannah? Anyway - we stopped here because they had to pick up diapers and some stuff to start dinner. I found this registry thing for new babies and wanted to find Matt Nova’s baby sister [because he really does have a baby sister now, she’s about six months old and i never did meet her =( ]. Well they are in a hurry and so I say that I’ll stay behind, I have a few more things to find. They start to leave when Chris and I both realize I still have the keys because I originally drove. He comes back in, and he also asks if he should head straight back to get me [it’s only about five minutes away] or wait til after he helps to get dinner started. I ask him how long that will take, he says about a half and hour, and I ask him to come back right away, it won’t take him long to come back and get me. He says okay and leaves. I wander the store.
And apparently I wander for a long time. Chris never comes back. And apparently we must not have cell phones because I don’t remember ever seeing one or thinking to use it xD It’s late and it’s snowing. I wander outside and I don’t see him. It’s been a while now.
Next thing I know I’m back at the house. I got a ride with a friend, or at least that is what I keep telling people. The garage door is open. I go in and Hannah passes me on the way out. Says something to me but I forget what. I let her go and I start into the garage and move to the back. I decide to sneak in, too, and not let Chris know I’m home so that when he finally does go out [I know he hasn’t cause the car is still there], he’ll feel bad when I’m not there. =P
But I hear footsteps. I turn around and a guy with a weird mustache and dark clothes and a dark beanie, who doesn’t seem familiar, is walking toward me. It’s dark in the garage and so I can barely make him out. My hand is on the button to close the garage, but I don’t push it. I start to move for the door handle. I ask him who he is, yelling it a little. He keeps coming closer and I can barely see his face. I ask again, really freaked out this time. Finally, he steps closer still and I’m just about to really freak out when the light hits his face. I know those eyes.
It’s Benjy.
He laughs a little and pulls off the fake mustache, joking that I’m too easy to scare. I barely hear him. I’m freaking out now, but in a different way. A million thoughts in my head. About him, about /her/, about everything. Why is he hear? When \did he come into town? I think I ask some of these out loud but I’m not really paying attention. I finally just throw my arms around him and hug him tightly. I forget about everything else.
We start to leave. I want to hang out with him and talk but I can’t do it here. Chris, his family, my family, tons of people are here. I think Chris’ mom wants me and Chris together because I was afraid to let her see me with someone else. I think I’m dating someone else, though, cause I have this notion about having a boyfriend, but it wasn’t Chris. We start to leave and I remember tugging him to the side to make sure our moms, who are both sitting in my front room in those silly lawn chair things we have, don’t see us. He keep going down the walk and I say that we need to hurry and get away from the house before Chris leaves or something. He jokingly picks me up, typical Benjy, and carries me over his shoulder around the corner.
…. But of course, it ends there, and we jump to what feels like a flashback t before we left [first part] the country house.
Me and some guy [it felt like it was the character from ‘Dear John’ just in a different plot] are hanging out at the house. We thought we had it to ourselves until the morning. We had my little brother [not my real brother, a fictional one, about 15 and much cooler than Andy, lol] there with us but he was being cool and minding his own business. Me and this guy were just hanging out. I think we’d just been swimming. It was dark and we came inside and put on robes. All of a sudden, we hear people coming inside. I think they were my aunts and uncle? We try to sneak him out, but no luck. We get caught and yelled at. I feel like this was a flashback to before we woke up in the basement and headed home. I know that he’s my boyfriend I thought about in the other parts and I remember hearing my aunts talk about how I should marry and have kids with that sweet boy I’m seeing and it freaks him and myself out a bit. He wasn’t Chris. Chris shows up later. I think the boyfriend got sent home, and Chris was there, too, and that’s who was sleeping on the floor in the basement with me in the first part of the dream. But honestly, I’m not totally sure. XD
Btw - this is “Ex Boyfriend Galore” because it has Chris, Nova, AND Benjy. If Robert had made an appearance, we’d have been set! …..
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Friday, February 26, 2010
John, 2/26/10
This is really scatter-brained so i’m gonna write it out in chunks. I don’t remember if any of this goes together or not…
John, myself, and a couple other people were up at the school. He’d been showing me how to do something, don’t remember what. I think it had to do with music or something? Idk. But then other people came around and i ended up paying more attention to someone else than him. Jump to some fancy apartment/hotel place a bunch of people are staying at. I come by his room to talk to him and he’s babysitting. So i start playing with the baby and we have a good time. Then i leave a note [more like a poster lol] that basically said something about ‘sorry about earlier’ and somehow we go back and forth with leaving poster sized notes for each other and the end result is us saying we like each other. XD i think my subconscious is informing me of what i already know, that i have a small crush on john. Haha.
There was something to do with Hannah… but i can’t really remember what.
Oh! And now i’m mad cause in my dream i was getting ready and i had this awesome shirt i was excited to wear and hadn’t seen in a while and was so happy i had found it. Now i know I’ve never even seen that shirt in real life xD damn. Lol.
Something else where i was driving around, ended up going past my turn and went out toward someplace i recognized but had never been to. It was like, near the lake AND the airport or something. It was weird. Idk. Moving on.
That’s all I can remember. Blah. Not at interesting today, lol.
John, myself, and a couple other people were up at the school. He’d been showing me how to do something, don’t remember what. I think it had to do with music or something? Idk. But then other people came around and i ended up paying more attention to someone else than him. Jump to some fancy apartment/hotel place a bunch of people are staying at. I come by his room to talk to him and he’s babysitting. So i start playing with the baby and we have a good time. Then i leave a note [more like a poster lol] that basically said something about ‘sorry about earlier’ and somehow we go back and forth with leaving poster sized notes for each other and the end result is us saying we like each other. XD i think my subconscious is informing me of what i already know, that i have a small crush on john. Haha.
There was something to do with Hannah… but i can’t really remember what.
Oh! And now i’m mad cause in my dream i was getting ready and i had this awesome shirt i was excited to wear and hadn’t seen in a while and was so happy i had found it. Now i know I’ve never even seen that shirt in real life xD damn. Lol.
Something else where i was driving around, ended up going past my turn and went out toward someplace i recognized but had never been to. It was like, near the lake AND the airport or something. It was weird. Idk. Moving on.
That’s all I can remember. Blah. Not at interesting today, lol.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Foreign Exchange, 2/25/10
We were in class and had this really cool young teacher. He was pretty awesome. He would randomly buy people drinks [we had a long class with a break, and he took note of what drink different people got from the vending machine and would randomly get one person their drink each day or something], and just chatted with us a lot. We had a bunch of foreign exchange students, too… here’s where it gets fun.
All the exchange students began to introduce themselves. There was this black guy who had a ton of fine braids in his hair and they were tied up in this weird sock bun kind of way. He talked about how he’s not suppose to get them wet or something. Also, he was Jewish. Ha.
Then a bunch more foreign kids began to wander into the room, though they were more like crazy singing groups or something. They were wearing these crazy glittering outfits. The first group was five or six girls. There was a ’leader’ in a black sparkly dress, the rest were in a silver that wasn’t quite as fancy. They had hair they had dyed bright blonde and it was up in the weirdest styles. They had a ton of piercing and wore really bold, dark makeup. The next group was the same, but with guys. When the teacher asked them to introduce themselves, they came up to the front and began singing. Weird, I know. As they finished their little piece of the song introducing themselves, they passed by me and Kelsey, and Kelsey was right by the podium and for some reason they kept going between her and the podium instead of going around and kept bumping into her knee. She was getting a little creeped out so we traded seats and moved back.
Later, this one kid, who was very cute but also very annoying in the end, began asking why Kelsey moved and getting mad at us like we had offended the new kids. I explained that she didn’t like them being so close, which of course made him freak out more. He wasn’t really freaking out, it was almost like he was just trying to antagonize us. We kept going back and forth and finally I just leaned back, smiled, and said, “I can honestly say that you are the most obnoxious person I have met all year. This is going to be interesting.” He just grinned, and we stopped talking.
Then I had this plant in front of me, and the black guy from ’House’ came out and was talking to me about it, like it was super important, telling me how it’s actually a bunch of smaller plants in one. A few people had plants and I kept watering them. I think Anthony was there and I almost drowned his plant, oops. Not sure why they were important, though.
This was almost a double dream. I remember going to my computer and going to AOL news or something and somehow finding a video that shows us in the class, and showed his face. I waited for it to show him again so I could take a screen capture to prove it hadn’t been a dream. But then it went on to some video about Paris Hilton and I never did get to do that.
And then I woke up for real, very depressed that I still had no picture =P
<3
All the exchange students began to introduce themselves. There was this black guy who had a ton of fine braids in his hair and they were tied up in this weird sock bun kind of way. He talked about how he’s not suppose to get them wet or something. Also, he was Jewish. Ha.
Then a bunch more foreign kids began to wander into the room, though they were more like crazy singing groups or something. They were wearing these crazy glittering outfits. The first group was five or six girls. There was a ’leader’ in a black sparkly dress, the rest were in a silver that wasn’t quite as fancy. They had hair they had dyed bright blonde and it was up in the weirdest styles. They had a ton of piercing and wore really bold, dark makeup. The next group was the same, but with guys. When the teacher asked them to introduce themselves, they came up to the front and began singing. Weird, I know. As they finished their little piece of the song introducing themselves, they passed by me and Kelsey, and Kelsey was right by the podium and for some reason they kept going between her and the podium instead of going around and kept bumping into her knee. She was getting a little creeped out so we traded seats and moved back.
Later, this one kid, who was very cute but also very annoying in the end, began asking why Kelsey moved and getting mad at us like we had offended the new kids. I explained that she didn’t like them being so close, which of course made him freak out more. He wasn’t really freaking out, it was almost like he was just trying to antagonize us. We kept going back and forth and finally I just leaned back, smiled, and said, “I can honestly say that you are the most obnoxious person I have met all year. This is going to be interesting.” He just grinned, and we stopped talking.
Then I had this plant in front of me, and the black guy from ’House’ came out and was talking to me about it, like it was super important, telling me how it’s actually a bunch of smaller plants in one. A few people had plants and I kept watering them. I think Anthony was there and I almost drowned his plant, oops. Not sure why they were important, though.
This was almost a double dream. I remember going to my computer and going to AOL news or something and somehow finding a video that shows us in the class, and showed his face. I waited for it to show him again so I could take a screen capture to prove it hadn’t been a dream. But then it went on to some video about Paris Hilton and I never did get to do that.
And then I woke up for real, very depressed that I still had no picture =P
<3
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Zombies & Criminal Minds, 2/24/10
ZOMBIES?
Well, there were a group of us. Me, couple other people, NicCage/JohnCusack? And “Apolo Ohno”. We called him Apolo, but he was really John Cho. I knew that “John” [he looked like Nic, called him John, again, weird] was the actual ‘zombie’ or whatever. Someone else in the team insisted he couldn’t POSSIBLY have been infected, so he was the one to check us all. I saw him scrape his own hand before ‘cutting’ Apolo’s, making him look like the ‘zombie’. I tried to prove it but everyone assumed I was lying because I didn’t like Nic and apparently it was obvious that I was in love with Apolo.
Then it begins to transition into CRIMINAL MINDS.
We were in the desert somewhere and we were taking Apolo [part of the team with us] out to hang out somewhere peaceful. He knew he wasn’t a zombie, but he knew that they thought he was. They were waiting for signs. They said that he was still him, but he wouldn’t be long. I remember that as he came walking toward me, unknowing what was about to happen, Rossi pulled out his gun and killed him. I freaked out. Morgan came and hugged me and held me back. We realized other people were around, and so we had to leave.
In the dream, he turned to bones instantly and I kept a bone xD but it turned into Styrofoam? And Morgan pushed him over the edge, but I kissed his skull first. HA. For the sake of story telling, we’ll pretend that I took his tags or his necklace or a ring or something, kissed him, and them Morgan pushed him over the edge. Sighhhh.
Then we transitions into straight Criminal Minds. No zombie stuff anymore.
We go to this little restaurant we all know pretty well. I’m talking with JJ as we walk up and she’s teasing me about being crazy for some guy [technically Apolo but it’s weird]. I’m still the new girl but I’m know for my intuition. As we go in something feels like déjà vu, very familiar. I’m sitting away from the main group waiting for my food when I get a bad vibe about someone. I go up to them and tell them my concerns. At first they dismiss it, but then things began to feel… tense. I sit down with them, Reid is talking to me about something, JJ is across from me, Hotchner beside me, everyone else at the table, too. Finally someone begins to move around and everyone else kind of feels that tension, too…
It ended before I could find out if I was right =P
Well, there were a group of us. Me, couple other people, NicCage/JohnCusack? And “Apolo Ohno”. We called him Apolo, but he was really John Cho. I knew that “John” [he looked like Nic, called him John, again, weird] was the actual ‘zombie’ or whatever. Someone else in the team insisted he couldn’t POSSIBLY have been infected, so he was the one to check us all. I saw him scrape his own hand before ‘cutting’ Apolo’s, making him look like the ‘zombie’. I tried to prove it but everyone assumed I was lying because I didn’t like Nic and apparently it was obvious that I was in love with Apolo.
Then it begins to transition into CRIMINAL MINDS.
We were in the desert somewhere and we were taking Apolo [part of the team with us] out to hang out somewhere peaceful. He knew he wasn’t a zombie, but he knew that they thought he was. They were waiting for signs. They said that he was still him, but he wouldn’t be long. I remember that as he came walking toward me, unknowing what was about to happen, Rossi pulled out his gun and killed him. I freaked out. Morgan came and hugged me and held me back. We realized other people were around, and so we had to leave.
In the dream, he turned to bones instantly and I kept a bone xD but it turned into Styrofoam? And Morgan pushed him over the edge, but I kissed his skull first. HA. For the sake of story telling, we’ll pretend that I took his tags or his necklace or a ring or something, kissed him, and them Morgan pushed him over the edge. Sighhhh.
Then we transitions into straight Criminal Minds. No zombie stuff anymore.
We go to this little restaurant we all know pretty well. I’m talking with JJ as we walk up and she’s teasing me about being crazy for some guy [technically Apolo but it’s weird]. I’m still the new girl but I’m know for my intuition. As we go in something feels like déjà vu, very familiar. I’m sitting away from the main group waiting for my food when I get a bad vibe about someone. I go up to them and tell them my concerns. At first they dismiss it, but then things began to feel… tense. I sit down with them, Reid is talking to me about something, JJ is across from me, Hotchner beside me, everyone else at the table, too. Finally someone begins to move around and everyone else kind of feels that tension, too…
It ended before I could find out if I was right =P
My Lovely Asian, 2/14/10
Mr. Perfect
So we were at the mall. There were two guys. Don’t remember the first one, but I do remember that he’s the one I wanted. The other guy was a friend who liked me but I didn’t like him. He was Asian, cute, funny, there with a friend. I remember he had small hands.. He wasn’t insanely taller than me, either. He was sweet, but could be a little silly sometimes. I remember he did something stupid [honestly? They were dragging me across the floor and it was funny at first but he had me by the pant legs and i had sweats on and it pulled at them too much til my underwear showed. I told them to stop and they didn’t list] and I got pissed off. I left and told them not to talk to me again.
I ran into some jerks or something, I think including the guy I had liked. And he made me angry, too, but more so and in a worse way. I never left the mall [it’s like the mall was actually a part of campus. Weird, i know.] I realized I had been wrong and I went off to try and find Asian. But I couldn’t find him anywhere and he wasn’t answering his phone. I remember passing Chris’ work and knowing he was there and wishing I had Asian there with me [haha]. Finally I ran into somebody who knew where they were. They were eating at a restaurant somewhere. I go in and they are at a table made for four people, a seat open beside Asian. I walk in a little sheepishly, and he just smiled. I sit down and we held hands.
Things started to change here, from one story to another, but that story [even if I don’t remember all the details] was my favorite. <3 Because the feelings reminded me of that other dream where I know I felt love for the guy I was with. Here, I know this guy was genuinely sweet and perfect. Maybe this means I’ll marry and Asian xD Sweet. I loved him.
HANNAH VANNASTY!
So all I remember is that I told Hannah that I wasn’t her friend and didn’t want to talk or something, so she kept trying to follow me to talk [almost like she was intentionally trying to annoy me. Lol] and so finally I told her off and told her she was a bitch and annoying etc etc and told her to leave me the hell alone. -nods- Well, then she starts trying to be annoying again, and one day we’re at choir [though in this GIANT auditorium, and I do mean GIANT] and she walks by and she says, “I know, I’m…” and I cut her off and I say, “An annoying bitch. Yeah.” and she just walks away. I love it xD
So yeah. My dreams. I wish Asian boy was real. I wish I remembered his name. <3
So we were at the mall. There were two guys. Don’t remember the first one, but I do remember that he’s the one I wanted. The other guy was a friend who liked me but I didn’t like him. He was Asian, cute, funny, there with a friend. I remember he had small hands.. He wasn’t insanely taller than me, either. He was sweet, but could be a little silly sometimes. I remember he did something stupid [honestly? They were dragging me across the floor and it was funny at first but he had me by the pant legs and i had sweats on and it pulled at them too much til my underwear showed. I told them to stop and they didn’t list] and I got pissed off. I left and told them not to talk to me again.
I ran into some jerks or something, I think including the guy I had liked. And he made me angry, too, but more so and in a worse way. I never left the mall [it’s like the mall was actually a part of campus. Weird, i know.] I realized I had been wrong and I went off to try and find Asian. But I couldn’t find him anywhere and he wasn’t answering his phone. I remember passing Chris’ work and knowing he was there and wishing I had Asian there with me [haha]. Finally I ran into somebody who knew where they were. They were eating at a restaurant somewhere. I go in and they are at a table made for four people, a seat open beside Asian. I walk in a little sheepishly, and he just smiled. I sit down and we held hands.
Things started to change here, from one story to another, but that story [even if I don’t remember all the details] was my favorite. <3 Because the feelings reminded me of that other dream where I know I felt love for the guy I was with. Here, I know this guy was genuinely sweet and perfect. Maybe this means I’ll marry and Asian xD Sweet. I loved him.
HANNAH VANNASTY!
So all I remember is that I told Hannah that I wasn’t her friend and didn’t want to talk or something, so she kept trying to follow me to talk [almost like she was intentionally trying to annoy me. Lol] and so finally I told her off and told her she was a bitch and annoying etc etc and told her to leave me the hell alone. -nods- Well, then she starts trying to be annoying again, and one day we’re at choir [though in this GIANT auditorium, and I do mean GIANT] and she walks by and she says, “I know, I’m…” and I cut her off and I say, “An annoying bitch. Yeah.” and she just walks away. I love it xD
So yeah. My dreams. I wish Asian boy was real. I wish I remembered his name. <3
Heroes, 1/31/10
Heroes/Xmen/OSY crazy story!
CHARACTERS
Me - i can erase memory and see memory and return memory I have taken, but not memory anyone else takes
Sylar - couple of powers. Not like sylar in heroes. Invisibility, telekinesis. ‘Mike’
Chris [looks like adam Monroe!]
Andrea [best friend]
Her ‘husband’/ex [asian xD] ‘David’
BASICS
Me & Andrea were best friends in college. She married David shortly after graduating, I married Mike. We all had powers, it is part of how we met. We were all friends. Chris was also our close friend. He and Mike were best friends, and so we were all close.
However, drama in the world because of powers began to strain us. Mike began to lose himself, and wasn’t using his powers to help anymore, but to hurt and gain. I filed for divorce. He disappeared, but we would hear stories or see things on the news and know it was him.
Chris and I were both in pain over it, because we both loved him. He was like a brother to Chris. Well, Chris and I ended up together, and we started seeing each other. It seemed like things would get better.
Stories of Sylar were coming closer and closer to where we were.
Andrea & David were having typical couple issues, and they, too, got a divorce. It was civil. Sad, but they were okay with each other. We all ‘worked’ together and so we saw each other a lot.
Well, Andrea turned out to be pregnant… sigh.
All of a sudden we hear that Sylar is near and we plan to capture him. I insist on going. Me being there startles him, makes him loose focus and he messes up. Someone gets a hold on him, and I wipe his memory of all the bad things he has done, of Sylar, of anything negative like that, leaving only ‘Mike’ behind.
It seems to work, but it causes trouble for my life. Chris and I are still together, but Mike is back, the real Mike I fell in love with and he loves me, too, and he isn’t bad. It’s difficult.
To make it worse, Mike is having flashes of memory about Sylar, and what he’s done.
Chris and I keep seeing each other but we hide it. Mike & I end up in bed together, though, and later, he finds out I’m seeing Mike.
It makes him angry, and Sylar begins to take control again.
DIRECT DREAM MEMORIES
-capturing Sylar, wiping his memory.
-being on a train and trying to focus on David, but I keep eying ‘Chris’ like I don’t know him, and he catches me, i’m embarrassed.
-seeing andrea and her pregnant stomach.
-talking to david [last name is yos or something?] about andrea and her loving him
-being somewhere with other people like us
-liking the city we’ve traveled to, but missing OUR city.
-david complaining that he had hoped to do stuff, not sit on a computer. It’s boring here.
-weird train. Train train train.
OPTIONS
-i didn’t know chris in college
-or mike
-i met mike right out of college at work
-didn’t know chris
-mike and chris had been best friends for years, but we’d never met, only heard about each other
-i’m on the train with newly separated david and andrea when i see this chris
-he’s handsome, mysterious
-we keep staring, he’s amused
-later learn who he is after we start hanging out and seeing more of each other
-makes it hard at first, but we don’t see any problems
-mike comes back, issues with controlling sylar
-maybe ‘sylar’ is an alter ego forced into him
-weird vibe about chris when i first meet him
-perhaps he is bad, and knows mike’s powers and their potential, and is doing something to use him
-mike = innocent, chris = bad.
[feels right for train sequence dream…]
CHARACTERS
Me - i can erase memory and see memory and return memory I have taken, but not memory anyone else takes
Sylar - couple of powers. Not like sylar in heroes. Invisibility, telekinesis. ‘Mike’
Chris [looks like adam Monroe!]
Andrea [best friend]
Her ‘husband’/ex [asian xD] ‘David’
BASICS
Me & Andrea were best friends in college. She married David shortly after graduating, I married Mike. We all had powers, it is part of how we met. We were all friends. Chris was also our close friend. He and Mike were best friends, and so we were all close.
However, drama in the world because of powers began to strain us. Mike began to lose himself, and wasn’t using his powers to help anymore, but to hurt and gain. I filed for divorce. He disappeared, but we would hear stories or see things on the news and know it was him.
Chris and I were both in pain over it, because we both loved him. He was like a brother to Chris. Well, Chris and I ended up together, and we started seeing each other. It seemed like things would get better.
Stories of Sylar were coming closer and closer to where we were.
Andrea & David were having typical couple issues, and they, too, got a divorce. It was civil. Sad, but they were okay with each other. We all ‘worked’ together and so we saw each other a lot.
Well, Andrea turned out to be pregnant… sigh.
All of a sudden we hear that Sylar is near and we plan to capture him. I insist on going. Me being there startles him, makes him loose focus and he messes up. Someone gets a hold on him, and I wipe his memory of all the bad things he has done, of Sylar, of anything negative like that, leaving only ‘Mike’ behind.
It seems to work, but it causes trouble for my life. Chris and I are still together, but Mike is back, the real Mike I fell in love with and he loves me, too, and he isn’t bad. It’s difficult.
To make it worse, Mike is having flashes of memory about Sylar, and what he’s done.
Chris and I keep seeing each other but we hide it. Mike & I end up in bed together, though, and later, he finds out I’m seeing Mike.
It makes him angry, and Sylar begins to take control again.
DIRECT DREAM MEMORIES
-capturing Sylar, wiping his memory.
-being on a train and trying to focus on David, but I keep eying ‘Chris’ like I don’t know him, and he catches me, i’m embarrassed.
-seeing andrea and her pregnant stomach.
-talking to david [last name is yos or something?] about andrea and her loving him
-being somewhere with other people like us
-liking the city we’ve traveled to, but missing OUR city.
-david complaining that he had hoped to do stuff, not sit on a computer. It’s boring here.
-weird train. Train train train.
OPTIONS
-i didn’t know chris in college
-or mike
-i met mike right out of college at work
-didn’t know chris
-mike and chris had been best friends for years, but we’d never met, only heard about each other
-i’m on the train with newly separated david and andrea when i see this chris
-he’s handsome, mysterious
-we keep staring, he’s amused
-later learn who he is after we start hanging out and seeing more of each other
-makes it hard at first, but we don’t see any problems
-mike comes back, issues with controlling sylar
-maybe ‘sylar’ is an alter ego forced into him
-weird vibe about chris when i first meet him
-perhaps he is bad, and knows mike’s powers and their potential, and is doing something to use him
-mike = innocent, chris = bad.
[feels right for train sequence dream…]
Love, 1/23/10
I had a weird dream last night that took me to a lot of different places with a lot of different people. At one point I was back at SIG, again, and seeing my girls and new campers. President Obama was there, seeing our program and how it works, and I got to meet him and hug him. I remember almost crying and texting “OMG I JUST HUGGED PRESIDENT OBAMA - TWICE!” and almost sending it to Twitter & Facebook when I realized, in my dream, that I was dreaming. So I didn’t. And I was sad cause I knew it hadn’t been real. I strangely feel better, though, knowing that I at least had a real dream that I was hugging him, a dream I can still see and feel and remember, not just a fantasy I made up on my own. Ha.
The part of my dream that sticks with me the most, though, is about a boy. I don’t really remember his face, or his name, and the only part I can still visualize is us cuddled on a bed laughing, and I remember thinking we might fall off the bed if we rolled any further to the side. I vaguely remember a few other things but not enough to describe without making things up. I may not remember much with my senses, but I do remember a lot with my heart. I remember how I felt, and it is a feeling I can not describe and have never felt before, not like that. It was love. Pure, absolute love. I can’t explain how I know this or how it felt… But I was watching a show earlier and the couple, who had just lost their daughter and were having trouble, had a sweet moment when she told him she missed him, and it was like déjà vu. Not the words or the moment, but the feeling. I remembered that love. I felt it. I don’t know who he was, or anything about that moment. Where, when, how old we were, how long we’d known each other, but I do know this - we were in love. And it was more than what I’ve ever felt for anyone. For Benjy, for Matt, even more than what I feel when I daydream about meeting my future husband. Whoever this guy was, he IS my future husband, but it was greater than I imagined.
Part of me feels like I’ve caught a glimpse of him. I am convinced that sometimes your dreams can predict the future. I’ve experienced it and seen others experience it. I wish there was a database to post your dreams, see if anyone else had the same dream. Like the Mosaic project. Ha. I’d love to see if a guy out there had the same dream, if he dreamt about me. Because I feel like I had a glimpse into this guy’s soul. Like he was truly real, not just someone I made up. I think he was partially made up, based on the guy from the episode of “Heroes” I watched yesterday. I don’t think I saw him face but I have the feeling he wore glasses. But either way - I feel like he’s out there. Or at least, someone is out there, someone who I will be able to lay with and laugh with and feel that beautiful sensation of love for. Thinking about it and remembering the feeling makes my chest tighten up, but not in a painful way. My heart stops, as if in awe of the feeling and emotions it is experiencing. It was beautiful.
I know that sounds crazy. I know it does. But it is very real. I can’t shake it.
<3
The part of my dream that sticks with me the most, though, is about a boy. I don’t really remember his face, or his name, and the only part I can still visualize is us cuddled on a bed laughing, and I remember thinking we might fall off the bed if we rolled any further to the side. I vaguely remember a few other things but not enough to describe without making things up. I may not remember much with my senses, but I do remember a lot with my heart. I remember how I felt, and it is a feeling I can not describe and have never felt before, not like that. It was love. Pure, absolute love. I can’t explain how I know this or how it felt… But I was watching a show earlier and the couple, who had just lost their daughter and were having trouble, had a sweet moment when she told him she missed him, and it was like déjà vu. Not the words or the moment, but the feeling. I remembered that love. I felt it. I don’t know who he was, or anything about that moment. Where, when, how old we were, how long we’d known each other, but I do know this - we were in love. And it was more than what I’ve ever felt for anyone. For Benjy, for Matt, even more than what I feel when I daydream about meeting my future husband. Whoever this guy was, he IS my future husband, but it was greater than I imagined.
Part of me feels like I’ve caught a glimpse of him. I am convinced that sometimes your dreams can predict the future. I’ve experienced it and seen others experience it. I wish there was a database to post your dreams, see if anyone else had the same dream. Like the Mosaic project. Ha. I’d love to see if a guy out there had the same dream, if he dreamt about me. Because I feel like I had a glimpse into this guy’s soul. Like he was truly real, not just someone I made up. I think he was partially made up, based on the guy from the episode of “Heroes” I watched yesterday. I don’t think I saw him face but I have the feeling he wore glasses. But either way - I feel like he’s out there. Or at least, someone is out there, someone who I will be able to lay with and laugh with and feel that beautiful sensation of love for. Thinking about it and remembering the feeling makes my chest tighten up, but not in a painful way. My heart stops, as if in awe of the feeling and emotions it is experiencing. It was beautiful.
I know that sounds crazy. I know it does. But it is very real. I can’t shake it.
<3
Gabriel, 1/2/10
So my weird dream had a lot of random things in it, but this is what stuck most:
I had a son named Gabriel, or Gabe.
Hmm.
I had a son named Gabriel, or Gabe.
Hmm.
Peter Pan Continued, 12/4/09
Another Peter Pan Dream
It was weird, it was like we were in a play/movie, and we were figuring out the blocking/lines and all this other stuff. It was almost musical ish xD But it game me some ideas, possibly for Once Upon A Dream.
I was the girl, and idk if I was Wendy, or Sammy again. I do know that we thought we had gotten rid of Captain Hook and that things were okay again. Peter [who was a little older, we were more like 17 than kids], was up on the main deck while I had been further down below. I started making my way up to him, and things seemed… too quiet. I didn’t notice too much, though, and I kept going. All of the sudden, someone grabbed me. I screamed, but they covered my mouth and dragged me away. I realized quickly that it was Hook.
Hook was not like the other pirates that followed him. He was handsome, clean, probably early thirties. He wasn’t that creeper we see in movies, though he was still a cruel man most definitely. He started to tie me up and drag me away, when suddenly Peter shows up.
Peter tries to get him to fight, but he’s holding me and so Peter doesn’t make any rash movements. But then Hook throws me to the ground and pulls out his sword. They begin to fight and at one point they pause and Hook tells him something about coming back to claim his prize, that I am suppose to marry him.
Peter looks back at me and asks, “is this true?”* and I just stare at him helpless. Just then, Hook goes to stab him while he is distracted, but Peter is faster, and turns just in time to stop him, and actually uses Hook’s distraction of trying to stab to his advantage, and ends up stabbing Hook instead.
* Now, I was thinking about this and what if… Sammy, worked with Hook and made him a deal to get back Wendy, because taking Wendy is what went wrong anyway. Hook took Wendy to get back at Peter Pan, believing he loves her, which he does, just not the way Hook thinks. When they got to Hook’s ship again, Sammy had sought out Hook and made a deal with him in order to spare the others -- She would help him fake his death, and then she would come meet him after [like sneak off on a long boat or something], and in turn, he would let Wendy and Peter and all the Lost Boys and everyone go and be okay.
---RANDOM IDEA: maybe Sammy use to be one of his pirates, and she has been being used by Hook all along, to get Wendy and lure in Peter?
He agrees. Most of Hook’s pirates flee when they think Hook has drowned [Peter knocks him into the water, but Sammy had helped him to know where to hide and be safe, where he could get a boat and get away, which she assumes he does] but a few of the wusses stay and “agree to help with the ship” under Peter’s command.
Now, Hook is obviously going back on his deal by showing up. He was suppose to leave, and not hurt anyone. When he grabs Sammy, he says something like, “Do you really think I am that dull, child? That I would actually just… take off into the sea on my own and wait for you?” And he says he is here to take her and to kill Peter, therefore breaking his promise and the deal.
When Peter & Sammy fight, Hook tells Peter how Sammy has been helping him, and helped him now, and that the deal, is that his crew fled to a secret island where he was suppose to go, and she was suppose to meet him, and they were all suppose to be able to live there, free from Never Never Land and Peter Pan. This is when Peter turns to her, and maybe he does get stabbed in the arm or something… dramatic! But then they continue to fight and ultimately Peter wins and Hook is really killed, we get a bloody body and all.
Peter comes over and released Sammy, but says nothing. She tries to get him to stop and listen, but he walks away. She chases after him and insists that he has to at least let her check his wound, as she is good with that sort of thing. He grudgingly agrees.
They go into private quarters where she can dress the wound and what not, and they are mostly silent. While she is wrapping his arm she dares to ask him if she can explain. He grudgingly agrees again.
She explains everything to him. She is just about finished with the dressings and he gets angry and jumps away from her, hitting something. She jumps. He yells at her, and she sits there, taking it and crying a little, knowing he is right. Honestly, she felt she had no choice in the beginning, but then after being stuck on that island with all of them, she admits to falling in love with them all, and wanting to help. That is why she tried to get Hook to agree to the plan where they could escape from Peter and the Lost Boys and the Indians and find a place of their own to rule, not because she was afraid for Hook, but because she was afraid for Peter.
Peter is a bit shocked, and says nothing, turning away as if he isn’t sure if he believes her. The thing is, and they both know it though neither admit it even to themselves, they both are in love with each other.
And we have to be dramatic. Sammy sees that Peter isn’t going to trust her again, even with Hook gone. Sammy says she understands and then she leaves the room.
A short while later, Peter has been thinking alone, and he rushes out and finds some of the Lost Boys, asking them where Sammy is. They point to a small boat that is starting to gain some distance from the main ship, and he sees Sammy is in it. He rushes around some more, though it hurts with his arm, and people are going nuts, asking why Sammy is leaving and what happened to Hook and why his arm is bandaged, just scared and confused. Peter finds Tinkerbell, she sprinkles some of her magic dust on him, and without hesitation, he flies off the ship, headed for Sammy.
When he lands on the boat, Sammy is startled, and a little scared. She asks him what he thought she was doing, and he just smiles at her, a weary, tired, but relieved smile. He tells her that she can’t go, the Lost Boys love her too much, and with Wendy, Michael, and John leaving, who will help him to take care of them?
Sammy tries to smile but she is still weary herself and tells him that they would be better without her, because she only makes trouble even when she tries to help. Peter laughs. Sammy starts to go on a small rant, and suddenly, Peter kisses her. She is a bit startled and jumps back, putting a hand to her lips and staring at him like he is crazy. “What was that for?” she asks in confusion. Peter explains how he feels, and that he wants her to stay. Sammy finally comes around and admits how she feels, too, and they kiss again. They aren’t too far from the main boat, and suddenly they hear howling and clapping, and they see that it is the boys, who can see them, cheering for them. Peter shakes off some of Tinkerbell’s dust onto Sammy, and holds her tight, and they fly back toward the ship.
-FAST FORWARD-
The boys are waving goodbye to Wendy and Michael and John as they fly away and head home, and as they do, Sammy is standing with some of the boys, Peter floating in the air a bit. As they leave their sight, the boys frown. They are sad to see them go, and Sammy hugs a few of them and tells them that things will be okay, and encourages them to get back to the dinner table as there is something wonderful for them to eat. They begin to run off, instantly in a better mood. She smiles and watches, lagging behind though. Peter comes back to the ground, seeming sad, and Sammy smiles understandingly. She tells him that Wendy and the boys will be okay, and that all of them will be okay, too. He takes her hand and agrees, and kisses her cheek. They walk together happily back toward their home. =] <3
NOTES: in Never Never Land, you don’t NEVER age, you just age VERY slowly, like, three times slower than normal people. Peter has always been older than the other boys, and older than Wendy and her brothers. Wendy, Michael, and John were there before, and now Hook has somehow dragged them back [like in Hook] to try and lure out Peter Pan again. Peter is older when Wendy and them return, as are they. She even comments that he seems older, more like 17 than about 13, like when she was last there, when she was about 10. Now they are about the same age, Wendy is maybe a little older. They are back for a second time, and Sammy is the one who helped to bring them back. [needs work] But yeah, they are back again, not a first time.
It was weird, it was like we were in a play/movie, and we were figuring out the blocking/lines and all this other stuff. It was almost musical ish xD But it game me some ideas, possibly for Once Upon A Dream.
I was the girl, and idk if I was Wendy, or Sammy again. I do know that we thought we had gotten rid of Captain Hook and that things were okay again. Peter [who was a little older, we were more like 17 than kids], was up on the main deck while I had been further down below. I started making my way up to him, and things seemed… too quiet. I didn’t notice too much, though, and I kept going. All of the sudden, someone grabbed me. I screamed, but they covered my mouth and dragged me away. I realized quickly that it was Hook.
Hook was not like the other pirates that followed him. He was handsome, clean, probably early thirties. He wasn’t that creeper we see in movies, though he was still a cruel man most definitely. He started to tie me up and drag me away, when suddenly Peter shows up.
Peter tries to get him to fight, but he’s holding me and so Peter doesn’t make any rash movements. But then Hook throws me to the ground and pulls out his sword. They begin to fight and at one point they pause and Hook tells him something about coming back to claim his prize, that I am suppose to marry him.
Peter looks back at me and asks, “is this true?”* and I just stare at him helpless. Just then, Hook goes to stab him while he is distracted, but Peter is faster, and turns just in time to stop him, and actually uses Hook’s distraction of trying to stab to his advantage, and ends up stabbing Hook instead.
* Now, I was thinking about this and what if… Sammy, worked with Hook and made him a deal to get back Wendy, because taking Wendy is what went wrong anyway. Hook took Wendy to get back at Peter Pan, believing he loves her, which he does, just not the way Hook thinks. When they got to Hook’s ship again, Sammy had sought out Hook and made a deal with him in order to spare the others -- She would help him fake his death, and then she would come meet him after [like sneak off on a long boat or something], and in turn, he would let Wendy and Peter and all the Lost Boys and everyone go and be okay.
---RANDOM IDEA: maybe Sammy use to be one of his pirates, and she has been being used by Hook all along, to get Wendy and lure in Peter?
He agrees. Most of Hook’s pirates flee when they think Hook has drowned [Peter knocks him into the water, but Sammy had helped him to know where to hide and be safe, where he could get a boat and get away, which she assumes he does] but a few of the wusses stay and “agree to help with the ship” under Peter’s command.
Now, Hook is obviously going back on his deal by showing up. He was suppose to leave, and not hurt anyone. When he grabs Sammy, he says something like, “Do you really think I am that dull, child? That I would actually just… take off into the sea on my own and wait for you?” And he says he is here to take her and to kill Peter, therefore breaking his promise and the deal.
When Peter & Sammy fight, Hook tells Peter how Sammy has been helping him, and helped him now, and that the deal, is that his crew fled to a secret island where he was suppose to go, and she was suppose to meet him, and they were all suppose to be able to live there, free from Never Never Land and Peter Pan. This is when Peter turns to her, and maybe he does get stabbed in the arm or something… dramatic! But then they continue to fight and ultimately Peter wins and Hook is really killed, we get a bloody body and all.
Peter comes over and released Sammy, but says nothing. She tries to get him to stop and listen, but he walks away. She chases after him and insists that he has to at least let her check his wound, as she is good with that sort of thing. He grudgingly agrees.
They go into private quarters where she can dress the wound and what not, and they are mostly silent. While she is wrapping his arm she dares to ask him if she can explain. He grudgingly agrees again.
She explains everything to him. She is just about finished with the dressings and he gets angry and jumps away from her, hitting something. She jumps. He yells at her, and she sits there, taking it and crying a little, knowing he is right. Honestly, she felt she had no choice in the beginning, but then after being stuck on that island with all of them, she admits to falling in love with them all, and wanting to help. That is why she tried to get Hook to agree to the plan where they could escape from Peter and the Lost Boys and the Indians and find a place of their own to rule, not because she was afraid for Hook, but because she was afraid for Peter.
Peter is a bit shocked, and says nothing, turning away as if he isn’t sure if he believes her. The thing is, and they both know it though neither admit it even to themselves, they both are in love with each other.
And we have to be dramatic. Sammy sees that Peter isn’t going to trust her again, even with Hook gone. Sammy says she understands and then she leaves the room.
A short while later, Peter has been thinking alone, and he rushes out and finds some of the Lost Boys, asking them where Sammy is. They point to a small boat that is starting to gain some distance from the main ship, and he sees Sammy is in it. He rushes around some more, though it hurts with his arm, and people are going nuts, asking why Sammy is leaving and what happened to Hook and why his arm is bandaged, just scared and confused. Peter finds Tinkerbell, she sprinkles some of her magic dust on him, and without hesitation, he flies off the ship, headed for Sammy.
When he lands on the boat, Sammy is startled, and a little scared. She asks him what he thought she was doing, and he just smiles at her, a weary, tired, but relieved smile. He tells her that she can’t go, the Lost Boys love her too much, and with Wendy, Michael, and John leaving, who will help him to take care of them?
Sammy tries to smile but she is still weary herself and tells him that they would be better without her, because she only makes trouble even when she tries to help. Peter laughs. Sammy starts to go on a small rant, and suddenly, Peter kisses her. She is a bit startled and jumps back, putting a hand to her lips and staring at him like he is crazy. “What was that for?” she asks in confusion. Peter explains how he feels, and that he wants her to stay. Sammy finally comes around and admits how she feels, too, and they kiss again. They aren’t too far from the main boat, and suddenly they hear howling and clapping, and they see that it is the boys, who can see them, cheering for them. Peter shakes off some of Tinkerbell’s dust onto Sammy, and holds her tight, and they fly back toward the ship.
-FAST FORWARD-
The boys are waving goodbye to Wendy and Michael and John as they fly away and head home, and as they do, Sammy is standing with some of the boys, Peter floating in the air a bit. As they leave their sight, the boys frown. They are sad to see them go, and Sammy hugs a few of them and tells them that things will be okay, and encourages them to get back to the dinner table as there is something wonderful for them to eat. They begin to run off, instantly in a better mood. She smiles and watches, lagging behind though. Peter comes back to the ground, seeming sad, and Sammy smiles understandingly. She tells him that Wendy and the boys will be okay, and that all of them will be okay, too. He takes her hand and agrees, and kisses her cheek. They walk together happily back toward their home. =] <3
NOTES: in Never Never Land, you don’t NEVER age, you just age VERY slowly, like, three times slower than normal people. Peter has always been older than the other boys, and older than Wendy and her brothers. Wendy, Michael, and John were there before, and now Hook has somehow dragged them back [like in Hook] to try and lure out Peter Pan again. Peter is older when Wendy and them return, as are they. She even comments that he seems older, more like 17 than about 13, like when she was last there, when she was about 10. Now they are about the same age, Wendy is maybe a little older. They are back for a second time, and Sammy is the one who helped to bring them back. [needs work] But yeah, they are back again, not a first time.
Scary Dream, 11/7/09
This dream left me feeling rather.. depressed and scared when I woke up around 4am this morning.
It started fine, some friends and I at an indoor water park or something. Idk how that connects exactly, but I remember that we were there, having a good time, and then evening came. We were all scared suddenly, because we’d heard that someone [idk, Russia? lol] was planning to bomb the city we were in. I think it WAS Elyria, but at the same time, why Elyria? Lmao.
I was with Kelsey. And, wait for it -- Edward Cullen xD I remember sitting on a parking garage, waiting. We saw a giant plane and at first we thought it was okay, but then we saw something drop. Kelsey and I curled up to Edward. I was like Bella, I was with Edward. The blast was far away but it still shook the building and it got very, very hot. I remember joking through tears with Edward that he didn’t feel so cold to me anymore.
I told Kelsey to call her mother, to call her family while we still have a chance. Kelsey started crying, and told me that her mother was dead, that they were all probably dead by now. But she tried anyway, and left a message. A few minutes later, her mom called her back. They were all okay. The bombs hadn’t hit near them.
More bombs kept going off and we were getting scared. I couldn’t get through to my family, but I knew if Kelsey’s family was far enough from the bombs to be okay, mine hopefully was, too. I asked Edward if he and Carlisle could take us to our houses. He agreed.
We found Carlisle not far away and he agreed as well to take Kelsey home. Jacob Black was there xD Joking, about how fast he can run, and that he could help. We were just getting ready to go, Carlisle taking Kelsey, Edward taking me, and Jake following, when I woke up…
Simple, but I remember seeing the small chopper/plane. It was yellow. I remember seeing something fall from it, and waiting to die. I remember thinking to myself, and hoping, that it would be quick. I remember crying in fear and pain when the building shook and we felt the heat burning us. I remember the horror as we began to wish we had gone home, that we could have been with our families while this happened. I remember seeing the explosions, hearing screams. I can remember the sounds, the pain, and the distress. I woke up, feeling helpless and depressed.
It started fine, some friends and I at an indoor water park or something. Idk how that connects exactly, but I remember that we were there, having a good time, and then evening came. We were all scared suddenly, because we’d heard that someone [idk, Russia? lol] was planning to bomb the city we were in. I think it WAS Elyria, but at the same time, why Elyria? Lmao.
I was with Kelsey. And, wait for it -- Edward Cullen xD I remember sitting on a parking garage, waiting. We saw a giant plane and at first we thought it was okay, but then we saw something drop. Kelsey and I curled up to Edward. I was like Bella, I was with Edward. The blast was far away but it still shook the building and it got very, very hot. I remember joking through tears with Edward that he didn’t feel so cold to me anymore.
I told Kelsey to call her mother, to call her family while we still have a chance. Kelsey started crying, and told me that her mother was dead, that they were all probably dead by now. But she tried anyway, and left a message. A few minutes later, her mom called her back. They were all okay. The bombs hadn’t hit near them.
More bombs kept going off and we were getting scared. I couldn’t get through to my family, but I knew if Kelsey’s family was far enough from the bombs to be okay, mine hopefully was, too. I asked Edward if he and Carlisle could take us to our houses. He agreed.
We found Carlisle not far away and he agreed as well to take Kelsey home. Jacob Black was there xD Joking, about how fast he can run, and that he could help. We were just getting ready to go, Carlisle taking Kelsey, Edward taking me, and Jake following, when I woke up…
Simple, but I remember seeing the small chopper/plane. It was yellow. I remember seeing something fall from it, and waiting to die. I remember thinking to myself, and hoping, that it would be quick. I remember crying in fear and pain when the building shook and we felt the heat burning us. I remember the horror as we began to wish we had gone home, that we could have been with our families while this happened. I remember seeing the explosions, hearing screams. I can remember the sounds, the pain, and the distress. I woke up, feeling helpless and depressed.
More Random, 10/30/09
Weird dreams… listing them!
-first, I was like, coming back from camp maybe? by myself from Atlanta to home, and I was up north somewhere, idk, I took the coast. and I met these people who were going to new york, but another kid was going to ohio too. the amusing thing is that we were on like, indoor highways, where we either walked/ran/were on some bike thing? idk. but it wasn’t cars, haha. interesting.
-later, it was an ATWT dream! for a while at least. woot. something was going on and apparently I was luke’s sister. dunno if I was faith or someone else, but we were really close. I remember telling him things with dad would be okay, and hugging him. he picked me up jokingly and was carrying me inside, laughing and thanking me for being a good sister [woot], when all these police men came running out and nearly knocked us over, and started accusing brad [who just DIED on the show] about like, abusing Katie or something. so confusing.
we got out of the way and idk what we were doing but we had to paint number on the tops of buildings?! lmao. idk. It was like rides at a park, and the weather was bad, and we had to do this for something with dad. and I think someone was pregnant and he was giving out name ideas. O_O idk. oh, and apparently he “put a charm” on the area we were in cause the like, rollercoaster took us to this hidden area, but if you weren’t one of us, it just continued the ride? LMAO. noooo idea.
in the end, we all turned into the backstreet boys [I was brian xD] singing to a bunch of kids. noooo clue what that was about.
interesting, no? HA.
-first, I was like, coming back from camp maybe? by myself from Atlanta to home, and I was up north somewhere, idk, I took the coast. and I met these people who were going to new york, but another kid was going to ohio too. the amusing thing is that we were on like, indoor highways, where we either walked/ran/were on some bike thing? idk. but it wasn’t cars, haha. interesting.
-later, it was an ATWT dream! for a while at least. woot. something was going on and apparently I was luke’s sister. dunno if I was faith or someone else, but we were really close. I remember telling him things with dad would be okay, and hugging him. he picked me up jokingly and was carrying me inside, laughing and thanking me for being a good sister [woot], when all these police men came running out and nearly knocked us over, and started accusing brad [who just DIED on the show] about like, abusing Katie or something. so confusing.
we got out of the way and idk what we were doing but we had to paint number on the tops of buildings?! lmao. idk. It was like rides at a park, and the weather was bad, and we had to do this for something with dad. and I think someone was pregnant and he was giving out name ideas. O_O idk. oh, and apparently he “put a charm” on the area we were in cause the like, rollercoaster took us to this hidden area, but if you weren’t one of us, it just continued the ride? LMAO. noooo idea.
in the end, we all turned into the backstreet boys [I was brian xD] singing to a bunch of kids. noooo clue what that was about.
interesting, no? HA.
Chris, 10/28/09
Chris Dream… its not fair.
I had a dream that Chris and I were sort of talking again, like on decent terms. Idk what was going on but we needed a lot of people to help give rides, and he agreed to use his truck. He comes over and we’re standing in the dining room and idk, he just started standing really close and we were semi messing around and he put his arms around me from behind to hold me in place or something. My mother got a kick out of it xD anyway.
So we laugh at her and go to leave and we’re walking really close. We get into his truck and he says something about how I should sit in the middle cause someone else is going to be sitting in the passenger seat. Ha.
He started talking about how he was sorry and he was stupid and he’s glad we’re friends again. I reached out and took his hand, and he smiled. So we drove like that, holding hand with me sitting right beside him. Idk where we were going but we kept talking, both about us, about whatever, idk, and I ended up leaning into him, just resting against him.
It was so sweet, and so perfect… I remember asking if this was a dream, telling myself it had to be, and he promised that it wasn’t =[
It was a double dream kind of thing. I remember later realizing it HAD been a dream.. but I was so sure it wasn’t. I checked my phone, and all these random pictures I had taken of cars [that didn’t actually exist] and weird things during that dream, were still on my phone.
I wake up now, and sigh. I had been so desperate for it to be real, that I not only dreamt about it, but when that dream ended, my next dream was me trying to convince myself it had been real.
So depressing…
I had a dream that Chris and I were sort of talking again, like on decent terms. Idk what was going on but we needed a lot of people to help give rides, and he agreed to use his truck. He comes over and we’re standing in the dining room and idk, he just started standing really close and we were semi messing around and he put his arms around me from behind to hold me in place or something. My mother got a kick out of it xD anyway.
So we laugh at her and go to leave and we’re walking really close. We get into his truck and he says something about how I should sit in the middle cause someone else is going to be sitting in the passenger seat. Ha.
He started talking about how he was sorry and he was stupid and he’s glad we’re friends again. I reached out and took his hand, and he smiled. So we drove like that, holding hand with me sitting right beside him. Idk where we were going but we kept talking, both about us, about whatever, idk, and I ended up leaning into him, just resting against him.
It was so sweet, and so perfect… I remember asking if this was a dream, telling myself it had to be, and he promised that it wasn’t =[
It was a double dream kind of thing. I remember later realizing it HAD been a dream.. but I was so sure it wasn’t. I checked my phone, and all these random pictures I had taken of cars [that didn’t actually exist] and weird things during that dream, were still on my phone.
I wake up now, and sigh. I had been so desperate for it to be real, that I not only dreamt about it, but when that dream ended, my next dream was me trying to convince myself it had been real.
So depressing…
Gated Community, 10/23/09
PLANE
so apparently I was in a plane crash? it wasn’t a super bad crash and I think like, everyone survived, though some people were hurt. it was kind of crazy. and it was like, a BIG crash, in that a lot of people were involved. I remember supposedly walking around like, walmart or something, and there weren’t a lot of people aroud. idk, it was crazy. I swear I even head wilde & fee talking about it, lol.
UNDERGROUND
there was this ‘underground’ gated community. idk why we were there exactly, but I think it had to do with this baby I was watching.. this baby was a big deal, it was like the baby was the next jesus or something… seriously. It was that important. I was watching him and somehow during my watch.. he was kidnapped? or something? and not by people, by .. something. idk it was crazy. I wasn’t surprised but I was upset. I guess we all kind of knew this was going to happen? but we were trying to prevent it? I remember telling my mom that I had to tell the guy in charge about it, and I started crying, and she said she would do it. when we told him, he said he already knew, and I was mad that he didn’t tell me sooner that he knew because I had been beating myself up over it!
later on, I was walking around [it was like a giant warehouse turned into a make shift neighborhood or something], and I heard some of the people in charge talking. they saw me coming, and I asked them what was going on. they said they had news, but that everyone needed to come to the main hall immediately. everything was word of mouth so I agreed to go and start rounding people up. I went and got a few people and then I realized that the people in charge looked very worried and upset. and I asked them, what happened? and the hesitated to tell me but I guess they trusted me [I feel like I was very active in this community], and the told me a little. they only said that someone in the last group to go out had been killed… a group of the men had gone out to collect food or something like that. I began to panic. I knew someone who had been in that group.
so I started running, collecting everyone. when they would hesitate [which was absurd already because if they were called to the main hall for a meeting by the people in charge, they knew they should just go, no questions asked!], I would say, “someone was killed.” in a very serious voice. they would stop, stare, and then go.
finally everyone was there. but before they could start talking, some of the group that had left arrived back. only a few came in at first, the others following a bit further behind, so we still couldn’t tell who had died. but I was selfishly relieved because I could see who hadn’t died.
I ran to him, though a few friends beat me and hugged him first. it was casey. [as in casey hughs from atwt xD] and I hugged him, so relieved he was okay, and he hugged me back.
that’s it…
I might have to do something with that second dream. could be a serious angels/demons/monsters thing, yo!
<3
so apparently I was in a plane crash? it wasn’t a super bad crash and I think like, everyone survived, though some people were hurt. it was kind of crazy. and it was like, a BIG crash, in that a lot of people were involved. I remember supposedly walking around like, walmart or something, and there weren’t a lot of people aroud. idk, it was crazy. I swear I even head wilde & fee talking about it, lol.
UNDERGROUND
there was this ‘underground’ gated community. idk why we were there exactly, but I think it had to do with this baby I was watching.. this baby was a big deal, it was like the baby was the next jesus or something… seriously. It was that important. I was watching him and somehow during my watch.. he was kidnapped? or something? and not by people, by .. something. idk it was crazy. I wasn’t surprised but I was upset. I guess we all kind of knew this was going to happen? but we were trying to prevent it? I remember telling my mom that I had to tell the guy in charge about it, and I started crying, and she said she would do it. when we told him, he said he already knew, and I was mad that he didn’t tell me sooner that he knew because I had been beating myself up over it!
later on, I was walking around [it was like a giant warehouse turned into a make shift neighborhood or something], and I heard some of the people in charge talking. they saw me coming, and I asked them what was going on. they said they had news, but that everyone needed to come to the main hall immediately. everything was word of mouth so I agreed to go and start rounding people up. I went and got a few people and then I realized that the people in charge looked very worried and upset. and I asked them, what happened? and the hesitated to tell me but I guess they trusted me [I feel like I was very active in this community], and the told me a little. they only said that someone in the last group to go out had been killed… a group of the men had gone out to collect food or something like that. I began to panic. I knew someone who had been in that group.
so I started running, collecting everyone. when they would hesitate [which was absurd already because if they were called to the main hall for a meeting by the people in charge, they knew they should just go, no questions asked!], I would say, “someone was killed.” in a very serious voice. they would stop, stare, and then go.
finally everyone was there. but before they could start talking, some of the group that had left arrived back. only a few came in at first, the others following a bit further behind, so we still couldn’t tell who had died. but I was selfishly relieved because I could see who hadn’t died.
I ran to him, though a few friends beat me and hugged him first. it was casey. [as in casey hughs from atwt xD] and I hugged him, so relieved he was okay, and he hugged me back.
that’s it…
I might have to do something with that second dream. could be a serious angels/demons/monsters thing, yo!
<3
Reality?, 7/31/09
weird. reminded me of Peter pan.
hard to remember. but we had to run.
ended up in some place where they didn't know about a lot of our technology
phones, Tvs, etc.
there was a room where if you knew, you could go and see it
reminders
[like another reality or world that people accidentally stumbled into, like the giver?]
r-patts xD was a guy I recognized but he tried to pretend we didn't know each other
we both knew about the real world
some kind of war going on
crossing borders, not fun
I was brought back from this simpler place to my own place
I was sad to leave
the guy was sad to see me go but didn't say as much
there were a few others I recognized and saw going in and out of the room
no one else dared to enter and thought I was strange when they would see me go in or out
there was technology but it was old, like pre WWI
no cars either
we had electricity but wireless phones, good Tvs, etc were not known
a lot of them didn't use any
I ended up there while running away from something
I don't remember what I was a part of or why we ran
and it was a last minute choice
I realized I was more committed than I had realized, and left my world before to run
knowing I would be more helpful if I came than if I stayed and was maybe captured
so strange and fragmented Ugh! =[
other bits:
a chubbier, very pale r-patts dude walked around the pool we were in, and talked to us
I got out, but didn't follow him but I knew he was familiar
I tried talking to the normal r-patts, but he insisted we didn't know each other
in the beginning, we were in like, a weird part of town with lots of streets, semi inside
followed I think a cat?
warehouse feel
some magic I think
we hid around a corner when like, a genie-ish thing came
that's when we slipped out, knowing we had to run
ashy & katty found me
everyone thought they were strange, saw their phone.
I made them hide it
they led me away
I think I returned eventually
I wanted to be there with those people and to help
hard to remember. but we had to run.
ended up in some place where they didn't know about a lot of our technology
phones, Tvs, etc.
there was a room where if you knew, you could go and see it
reminders
[like another reality or world that people accidentally stumbled into, like the giver?]
r-patts xD was a guy I recognized but he tried to pretend we didn't know each other
we both knew about the real world
some kind of war going on
crossing borders, not fun
I was brought back from this simpler place to my own place
I was sad to leave
the guy was sad to see me go but didn't say as much
there were a few others I recognized and saw going in and out of the room
no one else dared to enter and thought I was strange when they would see me go in or out
there was technology but it was old, like pre WWI
no cars either
we had electricity but wireless phones, good Tvs, etc were not known
a lot of them didn't use any
I ended up there while running away from something
I don't remember what I was a part of or why we ran
and it was a last minute choice
I realized I was more committed than I had realized, and left my world before to run
knowing I would be more helpful if I came than if I stayed and was maybe captured
so strange and fragmented Ugh! =[
other bits:
a chubbier, very pale r-patts dude walked around the pool we were in, and talked to us
I got out, but didn't follow him but I knew he was familiar
I tried talking to the normal r-patts, but he insisted we didn't know each other
in the beginning, we were in like, a weird part of town with lots of streets, semi inside
followed I think a cat?
warehouse feel
some magic I think
we hid around a corner when like, a genie-ish thing came
that's when we slipped out, knowing we had to run
ashy & katty found me
everyone thought they were strange, saw their phone.
I made them hide it
they led me away
I think I returned eventually
I wanted to be there with those people and to help
Spring Awakening, 6/21/09
DREAM LAST NIGHT:
again, I knew the SA cast xD
I was good friends with Blake. Just friends. He was a sweetie =]
I made a comment about him looking like somebody awesome on his face book picture
and he was freaking out and happy lol. he was so funny and cute.
we were all.. somewhere. I think Meranda, and tyler were with me, too
I liked Kyle. not sure while xD cause I think he's okay. but anyway
I really liked him and had a feeling he liked me too
so I was hanging out with him and I sort of make a move
and he freaks out and leaves [though he doesn't seem freaked cause "eww, no"]
but I take it that way
I'm sulking and Meranda? and Andy and blake and stuff come back
and when they ask whats wrong Tyler says "She was shot down."
I start at him but then nod. "I put myself out there, I made a move for the first time, and look what happens"
idk. it was weird. there was more going on, though. kyle really did like me ;) lol
<3
again, I knew the SA cast xD
I was good friends with Blake. Just friends. He was a sweetie =]
I made a comment about him looking like somebody awesome on his face book picture
and he was freaking out and happy lol. he was so funny and cute.
we were all.. somewhere. I think Meranda, and tyler were with me, too
I liked Kyle. not sure while xD cause I think he's okay. but anyway
I really liked him and had a feeling he liked me too
so I was hanging out with him and I sort of make a move
and he freaks out and leaves [though he doesn't seem freaked cause "eww, no"]
but I take it that way
I'm sulking and Meranda? and Andy and blake and stuff come back
and when they ask whats wrong Tyler says "She was shot down."
I start at him but then nod. "I put myself out there, I made a move for the first time, and look what happens"
idk. it was weird. there was more going on, though. kyle really did like me ;) lol
<3
Just Random, 4/2/09
DREAM! Alright, trying to get everything down, it’s very scattered and probably out of order.
Me and my best friend, who changed from Ashley R [??] to Mandy to .. Other people. But was one person. Ha. I think we were both pregnant?! [it was like we were in an RPG though, ha], and we weren’t happy cause we didn’t want to be with who we were with. We wanted to talk but the boys kept following us and so we yelled at them to leave. Josh was there? Lol. Just sitting there, and we didn’t make him leave, but then WE left.
I think we were with like, Andy Mientus?! YEAH. And I liked him. Loadsss. Hehe. We were out doing .. Something. I think I was Tabitha. Sort of. Ha. We were out on like, these rocks / old concrete piers on some river or something. He was helping us out to get down onto them and whatever. I think I was pregnant for the beginning [lol] and he didn’t care that it wasn’t his or something. But I wasn’t pregnant at the end, lmao. Idk. ANYWAY! We were talking and he hugged me and spun me around and told me how I was going to end things with someone [like Tabitha and Cole], and then I’d get to be sad but then I’d get to be with HIM and we were in love and it would all be happy in the end! Yay! Lol. I loved hugging him and holding him. ^^ He made me very happy, lol.
Another part; at school, going to class somewhere? Journalism? Cause I talked to people from journalism. The class was more like a bedroom and we all sat on the floor or the bed. And another class was joined with ours. It was Sarah IH, Robby [annoying elementary robby], Lindsey Logretaria, Tana Zimmer, Mike Sito? And a few other people. So weird. Lmao. And something blew up? Idk.
I liked the Andy Mientus part =]
No Twilight! Woahh… <3
Me and my best friend, who changed from Ashley R [??] to Mandy to .. Other people. But was one person. Ha. I think we were both pregnant?! [it was like we were in an RPG though, ha], and we weren’t happy cause we didn’t want to be with who we were with. We wanted to talk but the boys kept following us and so we yelled at them to leave. Josh was there? Lol. Just sitting there, and we didn’t make him leave, but then WE left.
I think we were with like, Andy Mientus?! YEAH. And I liked him. Loadsss. Hehe. We were out doing .. Something. I think I was Tabitha. Sort of. Ha. We were out on like, these rocks / old concrete piers on some river or something. He was helping us out to get down onto them and whatever. I think I was pregnant for the beginning [lol] and he didn’t care that it wasn’t his or something. But I wasn’t pregnant at the end, lmao. Idk. ANYWAY! We were talking and he hugged me and spun me around and told me how I was going to end things with someone [like Tabitha and Cole], and then I’d get to be sad but then I’d get to be with HIM and we were in love and it would all be happy in the end! Yay! Lol. I loved hugging him and holding him. ^^ He made me very happy, lol.
Another part; at school, going to class somewhere? Journalism? Cause I talked to people from journalism. The class was more like a bedroom and we all sat on the floor or the bed. And another class was joined with ours. It was Sarah IH, Robby [annoying elementary robby], Lindsey Logretaria, Tana Zimmer, Mike Sito? And a few other people. So weird. Lmao. And something blew up? Idk.
I liked the Andy Mientus part =]
No Twilight! Woahh… <3
Happy Twilight, 4/1/09
OKAY, couple of dreams. First dream was with a guy in like, Korea or something, it was like my dad’s friend’s son or whatever, but we were able to get back and forth easy, and he didn’t really look Korean xD So I have no idea where we were. But anyway. We started hanging out and kind of fell for each other, but I didn’t realize how badly until we were getting to leave and he was talking about how he hopes to see me again some day. I admitted that part of why we couldn’t be a couple or anything [he wanted the long distance thing until we all met up again], was because I had a boyfriend. But I told him how my bf was being a jerk and it wasn’t going to last long, and that’s why I didn’t tell him. I don’t remember a lot of details [we were there cause like, some choir people were, it was weird, whatever], but before we leave he ended up kissing me, hard, and it was like, ‘woah’. He reminded me a LOT of Jacob Black. OH!! I know why! There was a part, before he left and kissed me, where I was out in the park with a little girl or something, we were trying to find him, and we saw him in his bright orange shirt in the woods just beyond the playground. We were with some other people, and I think it WAS Jacob because I saw some other people with him and yelled to him so that he would realize there were people watching. I didn’t know who the people were though, and apparently, yelling was bad =] Turns out it was vampires, the ones that want ME. [god I felt like Bella, but without an Edward!] They start after me and I tell the guys I’m with to take the girl and run. I run the other way so that they follow me. Jacob stops them though and gets to me first and gets me out of there. Later is when I’m leaving, we seem to have forgotten that part, and he kisses me. It may have been just a dream, but my heart skipped a beat. Lol. He didn’t look exactly like Taylor Lautner, either, which was cool. He looked .. Half Indian/half Asian. Idk. He was cute <3 It was weird, though. Other strange things, like a SA concert xD Haha.
Oh, and a random scene where like, Henrie whatever from Waverly Place, jumped into this like, tent car thing? Ended up sleeping with / almost sleeping with some girl. It was cute and stuff, idk if I was suppose to be the girl, I think maybe, dunno if they even slept together, but they talked about it and kissed and stuff, and it felt like it was off of my website [osy] or something! So random. Whatever. But yes! My dream Jacob was a cutie. He wasn’t even EXACTLY Jacob! Which is great! He could exist! =] I <3 him. A lot. Yay!
And so the half day dream / real dream between snooze buttons occurs! We went out to Jacob’s place again, or whoever he was. It was nice. He has a big house we were all staying in, and a giant backyard with a patio and fire pit and it dead ends into the woods. I went out on the second floor balcony [it’s big and has grass and everything, with a stone wall edge], and went out to there, and just sighed in happiness. I hadn’t been outdoors much before now, at least not lately, and it was nice to see a forest and know I could explore it and not be scared. Jacob was watching me, and I know he knew what was going on, even if no one else did. Mom my kinda knew, I see later, and Jacob’s dad knows.
We go down into the yard and are hanging out with people. It was fun. There’s a point, though, where we hear something in the woods and of course get spooked. We head to the house, but suddenly Emmett appears! [lmao, mixing twilight now with my twilight-themed dream. At least my Jacob is still the other Jacob!] He isn’t in a rush at this point, just shows up and says hi. Lol. I was teasing Jacob about how scrawny he is, and pretend that I can pick him up. He then picks me up with ease [he really isn’t scrawny] and I joke saying, “Oh, that’s nothing!, Emmett can do better!” and sure enough, Emmett grabs me up effortlessly.
Back on the lawn, Emmett gets stiff and so does Jacob and his dad. My dad is up at the patio, everyone else inside. I immediately know those looks, and freak out, shaking my head and yelling, “No!” My dad is confused when suddenly, inhumanly fast, Emmett takes me up to the top balcony. He hadn’t seen anything supernatural yet. Emmett checks the house, but I’m scared to go inside. What if they are already here? Everyone is outside by now, down on the patio. I’m sitting, practically laying down, up on the balcony, with Emmett keeping watch. Jacob is coming up to me while his dad goes to my parents. I am screaming loudly, “NO!” I don’t care if I’m loud, it’s not like they need to hear me to find me.
Things are safe, but we know there is something out there, vampires, and we don’t know who they are or if they are good or if they are the ones after me. Emmett leaves, Jacob and I camp out in the living room. We are sleeping on the couch, when I have what is kind of a dream, but I know it’s real, of Edward leaning over me, telling me it will be okay, and to remember that he is always near by. My dad doesn’t seem to like him much, and he doesn’t want them to know he’s here, so he doesn’t stay.
I’m talking to my mom, telling her anyway, and she sighs. My dad is making the bed when he says, “Why is it that every time that boy is around, you end up getting hurt or in trouble?” My mom defends him a bit, saying he doesn’t cause things, he’s just there to get me out of them. Dad doesn’t fully buy it.
I cling to my Jacob. He makes me feel happy and safe. <3 Yay! The end. Stupid school and alarm =P
Oh, and a random scene where like, Henrie whatever from Waverly Place, jumped into this like, tent car thing? Ended up sleeping with / almost sleeping with some girl. It was cute and stuff, idk if I was suppose to be the girl, I think maybe, dunno if they even slept together, but they talked about it and kissed and stuff, and it felt like it was off of my website [osy] or something! So random. Whatever. But yes! My dream Jacob was a cutie. He wasn’t even EXACTLY Jacob! Which is great! He could exist! =] I <3 him. A lot. Yay!
And so the half day dream / real dream between snooze buttons occurs! We went out to Jacob’s place again, or whoever he was. It was nice. He has a big house we were all staying in, and a giant backyard with a patio and fire pit and it dead ends into the woods. I went out on the second floor balcony [it’s big and has grass and everything, with a stone wall edge], and went out to there, and just sighed in happiness. I hadn’t been outdoors much before now, at least not lately, and it was nice to see a forest and know I could explore it and not be scared. Jacob was watching me, and I know he knew what was going on, even if no one else did. Mom my kinda knew, I see later, and Jacob’s dad knows.
We go down into the yard and are hanging out with people. It was fun. There’s a point, though, where we hear something in the woods and of course get spooked. We head to the house, but suddenly Emmett appears! [lmao, mixing twilight now with my twilight-themed dream. At least my Jacob is still the other Jacob!] He isn’t in a rush at this point, just shows up and says hi. Lol. I was teasing Jacob about how scrawny he is, and pretend that I can pick him up. He then picks me up with ease [he really isn’t scrawny] and I joke saying, “Oh, that’s nothing!, Emmett can do better!” and sure enough, Emmett grabs me up effortlessly.
Back on the lawn, Emmett gets stiff and so does Jacob and his dad. My dad is up at the patio, everyone else inside. I immediately know those looks, and freak out, shaking my head and yelling, “No!” My dad is confused when suddenly, inhumanly fast, Emmett takes me up to the top balcony. He hadn’t seen anything supernatural yet. Emmett checks the house, but I’m scared to go inside. What if they are already here? Everyone is outside by now, down on the patio. I’m sitting, practically laying down, up on the balcony, with Emmett keeping watch. Jacob is coming up to me while his dad goes to my parents. I am screaming loudly, “NO!” I don’t care if I’m loud, it’s not like they need to hear me to find me.
Things are safe, but we know there is something out there, vampires, and we don’t know who they are or if they are good or if they are the ones after me. Emmett leaves, Jacob and I camp out in the living room. We are sleeping on the couch, when I have what is kind of a dream, but I know it’s real, of Edward leaning over me, telling me it will be okay, and to remember that he is always near by. My dad doesn’t seem to like him much, and he doesn’t want them to know he’s here, so he doesn’t stay.
I’m talking to my mom, telling her anyway, and she sighs. My dad is making the bed when he says, “Why is it that every time that boy is around, you end up getting hurt or in trouble?” My mom defends him a bit, saying he doesn’t cause things, he’s just there to get me out of them. Dad doesn’t fully buy it.
I cling to my Jacob. He makes me feel happy and safe. <3 Yay! The end. Stupid school and alarm =P
X-Men Dream, 1/25/09
-weird stuff with my crap romance situation
-suddenly, it’s a mutant thing xD x-men is back in my head!
-something happens where all humans are frozen, mutants can still move,
-so, certain people can pick us out
[basically, dark cerebro, but nicer?]
-lots of stuff breaks out.. People are in camps and communities, trying to get the food and what not that they need, etc.
-myself, a younger boy mutant, and another girl mutant [grace from joa xD] are living together in a house / fancy apartment
-we don’t realize they had picked us out,
-actually, they have just picked out the boy and for some reason want him
-Dwayne Johnson, yes, THE ROCK, is sent for us. HAHA xD
-he and other ‘agents’ of some sort storm our house
-without them realizing that I’m doing it, I help the boy get away to the attic
-don’t know the other girl’s powers, but know that they are either weaker or non defensive?
-the boy gets up to the roof, I follow and am trying to beat him to the boy
-the other girl gets up there quickly, too. [I think she teleports, actually]
-we end up in a position that if any of us try to run to the other, the agent could easily grab and kill us [he has a big ass knife, and it’s the rock. C’mon]
-he says something witty about killing the boy if we move
-I tell him, no, let them go and kill me instead
-he asks why he would want to kill or take me
-my eyes go black and I stare him down, showing him that I’m a mutant, too
-I tell him that the boy’s powers are weak and developing, he’s no danger, and the other girl is human, an old friend
-me, on the other hand.. -I smirk-
-he suddenly moves and grabs me, holding a knife to my throat
-the boy and girl scream, but I tell them to calm down
-I am stubborn and brave and tell him to let me go and make sure he keeps his end of the bargain
-he agrees
-I hug the boy and tell him it’s okay. I turn to the girl and slowly pull keys from my pocket and give them to her
- “You know what to do, where to go.. The car is packed, take it and go. Keep him safe.” she nods.
-the boy is crying and doesn’t want to go. I come up to him and hug him tightly, and use my powers to gently put him to sleep.
-the agent freaks, and I yell at him that it’s okay. I give the boy a sweet dream of sail boats, yes, ‘The Giver’.
-the girl picks up the small boy, and starts away
- “They better be able to walk out of here and into that car safe, or I will kill you.” I threaten.
-they start away and he grabs me again, holding the knife to my neck. My eyes are normal. I could never really kill him.. Unless the boy was injured.
-the get in the car safely, and leave. I know that when they get far enough, she’ll grab the boy and a few well packed bags, and teleport into the nearby forests to continue on foot to a safe camp, where we were already headed, and inform them of my position.
-he drags me back downstairs to one of their vehicles.
-I ask why he hasn’t killed me yet, he grins [I melt xD] and says not to worry about that
-I was suppose to get captured, it was the plan, it just went a little less smooth than expected..
-romance with the rock?! Please?! Lmao.
-manage to get an inside look at things, eventually communicate it with others somehow
-suddenly, it’s a mutant thing xD x-men is back in my head!
-something happens where all humans are frozen, mutants can still move,
-so, certain people can pick us out
[basically, dark cerebro, but nicer?]
-lots of stuff breaks out.. People are in camps and communities, trying to get the food and what not that they need, etc.
-myself, a younger boy mutant, and another girl mutant [grace from joa xD] are living together in a house / fancy apartment
-we don’t realize they had picked us out,
-actually, they have just picked out the boy and for some reason want him
-Dwayne Johnson, yes, THE ROCK, is sent for us. HAHA xD
-he and other ‘agents’ of some sort storm our house
-without them realizing that I’m doing it, I help the boy get away to the attic
-don’t know the other girl’s powers, but know that they are either weaker or non defensive?
-the boy gets up to the roof, I follow and am trying to beat him to the boy
-the other girl gets up there quickly, too. [I think she teleports, actually]
-we end up in a position that if any of us try to run to the other, the agent could easily grab and kill us [he has a big ass knife, and it’s the rock. C’mon]
-he says something witty about killing the boy if we move
-I tell him, no, let them go and kill me instead
-he asks why he would want to kill or take me
-my eyes go black and I stare him down, showing him that I’m a mutant, too
-I tell him that the boy’s powers are weak and developing, he’s no danger, and the other girl is human, an old friend
-me, on the other hand.. -I smirk-
-he suddenly moves and grabs me, holding a knife to my throat
-the boy and girl scream, but I tell them to calm down
-I am stubborn and brave and tell him to let me go and make sure he keeps his end of the bargain
-he agrees
-I hug the boy and tell him it’s okay. I turn to the girl and slowly pull keys from my pocket and give them to her
- “You know what to do, where to go.. The car is packed, take it and go. Keep him safe.” she nods.
-the boy is crying and doesn’t want to go. I come up to him and hug him tightly, and use my powers to gently put him to sleep.
-the agent freaks, and I yell at him that it’s okay. I give the boy a sweet dream of sail boats, yes, ‘The Giver’.
-the girl picks up the small boy, and starts away
- “They better be able to walk out of here and into that car safe, or I will kill you.” I threaten.
-they start away and he grabs me again, holding the knife to my neck. My eyes are normal. I could never really kill him.. Unless the boy was injured.
-the get in the car safely, and leave. I know that when they get far enough, she’ll grab the boy and a few well packed bags, and teleport into the nearby forests to continue on foot to a safe camp, where we were already headed, and inform them of my position.
-he drags me back downstairs to one of their vehicles.
-I ask why he hasn’t killed me yet, he grins [I melt xD] and says not to worry about that
-I was suppose to get captured, it was the plan, it just went a little less smooth than expected..
-romance with the rock?! Please?! Lmao.
-manage to get an inside look at things, eventually communicate it with others somehow
Strange Ones, 12/23/08
LOTS OF HOLES TO FILL
Setting: It was a school/church? It was HUGE and beautiful. Part of it got destroyed/vandalized I think? [well, it was actually supernatural, but we're making this "sci-fi" not SN] It was more than just my school, it was a community, the school was part of it is all. Lots of other things happened in the building
I was a student there. I had a lot of friends, Andy went there, and I was dating one of the popular boys [small school, so really, most are 'popular'], he was very cute, and in a wheel chair.
There were a few weird things happening lately, all different, but happening to kids in the school. Something "happened to me"
[I think I was actually faking.., not sure why yet]
I kind of 'lost it', was kind of autistic and crazy. I didn't know how to tell my parents or the teachers what was happening, and I was seeing things
It happened after I followed this girl who was there, she had been talking to this author of these like, psychic books, books I was interested in reading for "Oliver" [HA!]
But there was something weird between her and the author [this like, Wicca kind of looking girl]
I followed them into the bathroom, and the next thing I know, I'm sitting on the floor in the hall, seeming crazy
My parents have no idea what to do, and no one is really told what happened
I'm pulled out of school.
I am taken with the other students with something weird happening to them [some have the same thing, others are different], and we are going on a "weekend trip" to try and help us. We leave the school and go to this building, and when we enter this weird, windowless room with seats lining the walls and a few benches in the middle, we are suddenly ourselves
A few students don't seem surprised. I seem a little relieved, but I appear to not be surprised either.
We all start talking, and get ready.
The room does something weird, spins or something strange, and when it stops, we all step out of the room, a few new kids scared to be 'crazy' again, but we're all fine. Those of us who are use to this, grin.
We now are to 'recruit' people, the woman in charge is adamant that we get some better people, she seems almost mean
We take a few hours to 'change our appearance' a bit, because we are told we are going back to our own school.
Some complain because, like me, we did things that make it impossible to return so quickly as ourselves
Others are okay, they left on normal reasons, and just say their plans got cancelled
My best friend is one of the people with us, who can stay herself. We put extensions in my hair, and die it this orange and blonde kind of color. I get a few extra piercing, including nose, and I'm back to the dark makeup, darker, slightly more revealing clothes. Very NOT me, but I know I have to pull it off, attitude and all [the attitude just has to be taken up a notch, I already had the confident and 'whatever' attitude I needed, but now it needs to meet the level of the appearance]. While normally this isn’t enough, there is some X factor to everything that makes people kind of blind to me being me, for the most part.
Once at the school, it's a school day, no parents in sight, thank god. Just students, mostly hanging out. It's about to be the weekend, and everyone has parties or hangs up at the 'school building'. We get there and I'm not worried. We try and decide how to start getting people, and where. We want to go out into the hall and sit in the stairs to think, but there is someone out there. So, we start going through the choir robes, and plan to say we have to deliver them somewhere.
However, some of my boyfriend's friends see me, and recognize me
We don't panic yet. I try to ignore them
Later, a group of us are talking. We've picked a few people and plan to work together to get them later
Then, my boyfriend comes rolling up. Cynthia, my friend, smiles, and explains that going home for the weekend got cancelled, her parents were doing something else. We were all way too good at lying, as I would be proof of.
He looks up at me, and freezes. Cynthia sighs quietly, only we see, and turns to him with a smile.
"Oh! Did you meet my friend Tabitha?" a few of the group look at me worried. Tabitha? TABITHA?! That is so obvious. "at least it's not Tabitha marie black" a few say later, everyone knows I'm a writer, and they know about my main character. He looks at me again, but I seem uninterested as I turn.
"Hi." I tell him flatly, and she laughs as I turn to others again to 'chat'
He says hi back, and continues to talk to Cynthia about tonight's party, which I was suppose to go with him to..
She says she'll be there, and we all grin. Well, duh we'll be there, all our people are going to be there, obviously! We're the ones THROWING it in the first place! We almost laugh.
He turns to me. "You look a lot like someone I know." He says flatly
I turn, still not interested. "really? Hmm." Is all I say. Cynthia nudges me and I sigh noticeably.
"Sorry. I'm not big on meeting new people."
He starts talking to me, asking why I'm there. I tell him that I go to St. Mary's [there are MILLIONS of those] and I'm friends with Cynthia. I came up for the weekend when her plans crashed. Plus I hear her best friend got sent off somewhere, so I thought she could use the company.
That lie about kills me as I see him frown so sadly
He informs me that 'that girl' is Stephanie, his girlfriend, and leaves
Cynthia frowns, the others shrug. We had to. At least he doesn't know its me, they say, but I know it's me, and that's enough.
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That's really it, but it has a lot of potential. Was I faking? Or does it hit us when the woman needs us? What are we recruiting for? Good, evil? Neither, both? What is with that room? What happens at the party? What happens to me? With my boyfriend? And, gotta have some big plot. Maybe they try and get me to recruit my boyfriend, and I refuse, start to realize that what we thought was good was back, and fight back,? So obvious, so maybe it IS good, and I finally see that, or something.
Lots of potential, =] Fun!
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OTHER DREAMS THAT NIGHT:
-Dating Edward, his head gets ripped off xD Have to find his body =P LMAO
-Aladdin is dating Jasmine, and Ariel? Suppose to marry Mulan? Asks Ariel and Mulan to make friends with her? Something really weird. HAHA.
Setting: It was a school/church? It was HUGE and beautiful. Part of it got destroyed/vandalized I think? [well, it was actually supernatural, but we're making this "sci-fi" not SN] It was more than just my school, it was a community, the school was part of it is all. Lots of other things happened in the building
I was a student there. I had a lot of friends, Andy went there, and I was dating one of the popular boys [small school, so really, most are 'popular'], he was very cute, and in a wheel chair.
There were a few weird things happening lately, all different, but happening to kids in the school. Something "happened to me"
[I think I was actually faking.., not sure why yet]
I kind of 'lost it', was kind of autistic and crazy. I didn't know how to tell my parents or the teachers what was happening, and I was seeing things
It happened after I followed this girl who was there, she had been talking to this author of these like, psychic books, books I was interested in reading for "Oliver" [HA!]
But there was something weird between her and the author [this like, Wicca kind of looking girl]
I followed them into the bathroom, and the next thing I know, I'm sitting on the floor in the hall, seeming crazy
My parents have no idea what to do, and no one is really told what happened
I'm pulled out of school.
I am taken with the other students with something weird happening to them [some have the same thing, others are different], and we are going on a "weekend trip" to try and help us. We leave the school and go to this building, and when we enter this weird, windowless room with seats lining the walls and a few benches in the middle, we are suddenly ourselves
A few students don't seem surprised. I seem a little relieved, but I appear to not be surprised either.
We all start talking, and get ready.
The room does something weird, spins or something strange, and when it stops, we all step out of the room, a few new kids scared to be 'crazy' again, but we're all fine. Those of us who are use to this, grin.
We now are to 'recruit' people, the woman in charge is adamant that we get some better people, she seems almost mean
We take a few hours to 'change our appearance' a bit, because we are told we are going back to our own school.
Some complain because, like me, we did things that make it impossible to return so quickly as ourselves
Others are okay, they left on normal reasons, and just say their plans got cancelled
My best friend is one of the people with us, who can stay herself. We put extensions in my hair, and die it this orange and blonde kind of color. I get a few extra piercing, including nose, and I'm back to the dark makeup, darker, slightly more revealing clothes. Very NOT me, but I know I have to pull it off, attitude and all [the attitude just has to be taken up a notch, I already had the confident and 'whatever' attitude I needed, but now it needs to meet the level of the appearance]. While normally this isn’t enough, there is some X factor to everything that makes people kind of blind to me being me, for the most part.
Once at the school, it's a school day, no parents in sight, thank god. Just students, mostly hanging out. It's about to be the weekend, and everyone has parties or hangs up at the 'school building'. We get there and I'm not worried. We try and decide how to start getting people, and where. We want to go out into the hall and sit in the stairs to think, but there is someone out there. So, we start going through the choir robes, and plan to say we have to deliver them somewhere.
However, some of my boyfriend's friends see me, and recognize me
We don't panic yet. I try to ignore them
Later, a group of us are talking. We've picked a few people and plan to work together to get them later
Then, my boyfriend comes rolling up. Cynthia, my friend, smiles, and explains that going home for the weekend got cancelled, her parents were doing something else. We were all way too good at lying, as I would be proof of.
He looks up at me, and freezes. Cynthia sighs quietly, only we see, and turns to him with a smile.
"Oh! Did you meet my friend Tabitha?" a few of the group look at me worried. Tabitha? TABITHA?! That is so obvious. "at least it's not Tabitha marie black" a few say later, everyone knows I'm a writer, and they know about my main character. He looks at me again, but I seem uninterested as I turn.
"Hi." I tell him flatly, and she laughs as I turn to others again to 'chat'
He says hi back, and continues to talk to Cynthia about tonight's party, which I was suppose to go with him to..
She says she'll be there, and we all grin. Well, duh we'll be there, all our people are going to be there, obviously! We're the ones THROWING it in the first place! We almost laugh.
He turns to me. "You look a lot like someone I know." He says flatly
I turn, still not interested. "really? Hmm." Is all I say. Cynthia nudges me and I sigh noticeably.
"Sorry. I'm not big on meeting new people."
He starts talking to me, asking why I'm there. I tell him that I go to St. Mary's [there are MILLIONS of those] and I'm friends with Cynthia. I came up for the weekend when her plans crashed. Plus I hear her best friend got sent off somewhere, so I thought she could use the company.
That lie about kills me as I see him frown so sadly
He informs me that 'that girl' is Stephanie, his girlfriend, and leaves
Cynthia frowns, the others shrug. We had to. At least he doesn't know its me, they say, but I know it's me, and that's enough.
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That's really it, but it has a lot of potential. Was I faking? Or does it hit us when the woman needs us? What are we recruiting for? Good, evil? Neither, both? What is with that room? What happens at the party? What happens to me? With my boyfriend? And, gotta have some big plot. Maybe they try and get me to recruit my boyfriend, and I refuse, start to realize that what we thought was good was back, and fight back,? So obvious, so maybe it IS good, and I finally see that, or something.
Lots of potential, =] Fun!
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OTHER DREAMS THAT NIGHT:
-Dating Edward, his head gets ripped off xD Have to find his body =P LMAO
-Aladdin is dating Jasmine, and Ariel? Suppose to marry Mulan? Asks Ariel and Mulan to make friends with her? Something really weird. HAHA.
Tabitha & Bobby
this one deals with tabitha, my own character, and bobby from x-men. they were friends on an RPG and this kind of came from that.
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TABITHA, BOBBY, JEAN?/Storm, KIDS, WOLVERINE
-Tabitha and Bobby get into a van, the guy pulls off before the others can get in.
-Tabitha makes him pass out, warns Bobby to grab the wheel.
-They pull over to turn around and go back.
-Lost some of the kids?
-Trying to pick them out
-Or, possibly, mission to find a certain group of young kids
-One a plane.
-Realize the pilot is bad
-Try to get off the plane
-Iceman makes icey ladders to get out
-Tabitha tries to make the pilots drowsy so they'll slow down
-Not sure what the other adult is doing
-Kids get off safe
-Tabitha and Bobby get stuck on
-Manage to get off, run to greet the kids
-One some mission with Wolverine and others
-A letter comes, it's from Rogue
-Bobby and Tabitha jump to see the letter
-It's for Logan
-Tabitha and Bobby; sexual tension
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TABITHA, BOBBY, JEAN?/Storm, KIDS, WOLVERINE
-Tabitha and Bobby get into a van, the guy pulls off before the others can get in.
-Tabitha makes him pass out, warns Bobby to grab the wheel.
-They pull over to turn around and go back.
-Lost some of the kids?
-Trying to pick them out
-Or, possibly, mission to find a certain group of young kids
-One a plane.
-Realize the pilot is bad
-Try to get off the plane
-Iceman makes icey ladders to get out
-Tabitha tries to make the pilots drowsy so they'll slow down
-Not sure what the other adult is doing
-Kids get off safe
-Tabitha and Bobby get stuck on
-Manage to get off, run to greet the kids
-One some mission with Wolverine and others
-A letter comes, it's from Rogue
-Bobby and Tabitha jump to see the letter
-It's for Logan
-Tabitha and Bobby; sexual tension
Sir & Lady, 8/28/08
Magic.
Have to kill boy. 'Man' disguised to make his enemy feel off about killing him. Child.
Woman fighting him. Doesn't seem to really know her. Goes to another place and puts spell on the women. Looks as though they are dead, but we later learn this Can't Be true.
Lady 1: the fighter. is there, unknowingly disguised, and puts up protective shield.. thing.
Running around, trying to find other people, make sure they are okay, but doesn't seem too distressed somehow, not in the way she should be.
Uses powers to protect herself.
Sir 1: her enemy, disguised as a younger boy [12?], also with powers, though slightly greater than Lady 1
Sir can fly, sort of. Lady can not, calls on someone/thing to help her but fails.
Sir returns to the ground, amused, fight on the ground.
Swords, and magic shields.
Lady has a mask on, and also uses magic to disguise herself from him.
They fight. Sir gets her helmet knocked off and senses the use of disguise. He removes his own disguise [which had him about the same size as herself, now he is taller and larger than her]
Continues the fight, believing perhaps there is a man or one of the most skilled women warriors beneath the guise. He is right, though doesn't realize WHICH warrior it is.
Sir gets Lady right where he wants her, perfect place to kill her. Being a sir of the house himself, he wants to know who it is, make it more fun for himself. He removes the guise, only to be terrified by the sight before him. It is Lady, the woman he loves and had believed was safe and well, under a spell like the others in the palace[?]. This is why he Can't Have killed them, he would never kill her.
Lady doesn't explain, and seems just as willing to continue fighting. Sir has dropped his guard, and Lady takes the chance to continue the battle. He is less willing, merely defending himself, occasionally throwing out questions and disbelief, pleads for her to leave and go to safety. The guard will be there soon, and he will have no choice.
The sound of the guard begins to approach in distant corridors out to their landing. They still fight, the guard gets closer. Sir is now angry and begins to formulate a plan, unbeknownst to us. He goes to make a final lunge of his sword into Lady, but she strikes first, her sword going straight into his chest.
He dies, but somehow doesn't? Magical thing.
Sir is NOT evil, though not necessarily good?
Lady and Sir were in love, though not obviously.
He had been with her, using a potion on her, making her unconscious and unable to get involved in the events he knew would follow. It would wear off after so many hours, or cured immediately with the antidote potion.
Lady was one step ahead, and knew his plan. After he gave her the potion, he would leave to fetch the other girls. One of her lady's in waiting would come in and give her the antidote potion, and she would wake. Lady then guised the girl as herself, putting her under a spell to make her appear to be Lady and making her unconscious. Lady then disguised herself and prepared to fight Sir.
Why does she want to fight Sir if she loves him?
Why does Lady believe this must happen? Who fooled her/what did she hear?
Why is Sir doing this? Attacking the castle?
Original thoughts. No 'King was Evil, you just didn't know it!' plot.
Have to kill boy. 'Man' disguised to make his enemy feel off about killing him. Child.
Woman fighting him. Doesn't seem to really know her. Goes to another place and puts spell on the women. Looks as though they are dead, but we later learn this Can't Be true.
Lady 1: the fighter. is there, unknowingly disguised, and puts up protective shield.. thing.
Running around, trying to find other people, make sure they are okay, but doesn't seem too distressed somehow, not in the way she should be.
Uses powers to protect herself.
Sir 1: her enemy, disguised as a younger boy [12?], also with powers, though slightly greater than Lady 1
Sir can fly, sort of. Lady can not, calls on someone/thing to help her but fails.
Sir returns to the ground, amused, fight on the ground.
Swords, and magic shields.
Lady has a mask on, and also uses magic to disguise herself from him.
They fight. Sir gets her helmet knocked off and senses the use of disguise. He removes his own disguise [which had him about the same size as herself, now he is taller and larger than her]
Continues the fight, believing perhaps there is a man or one of the most skilled women warriors beneath the guise. He is right, though doesn't realize WHICH warrior it is.
Sir gets Lady right where he wants her, perfect place to kill her. Being a sir of the house himself, he wants to know who it is, make it more fun for himself. He removes the guise, only to be terrified by the sight before him. It is Lady, the woman he loves and had believed was safe and well, under a spell like the others in the palace[?]. This is why he Can't Have killed them, he would never kill her.
Lady doesn't explain, and seems just as willing to continue fighting. Sir has dropped his guard, and Lady takes the chance to continue the battle. He is less willing, merely defending himself, occasionally throwing out questions and disbelief, pleads for her to leave and go to safety. The guard will be there soon, and he will have no choice.
The sound of the guard begins to approach in distant corridors out to their landing. They still fight, the guard gets closer. Sir is now angry and begins to formulate a plan, unbeknownst to us. He goes to make a final lunge of his sword into Lady, but she strikes first, her sword going straight into his chest.
He dies, but somehow doesn't? Magical thing.
Sir is NOT evil, though not necessarily good?
Lady and Sir were in love, though not obviously.
He had been with her, using a potion on her, making her unconscious and unable to get involved in the events he knew would follow. It would wear off after so many hours, or cured immediately with the antidote potion.
Lady was one step ahead, and knew his plan. After he gave her the potion, he would leave to fetch the other girls. One of her lady's in waiting would come in and give her the antidote potion, and she would wake. Lady then guised the girl as herself, putting her under a spell to make her appear to be Lady and making her unconscious. Lady then disguised herself and prepared to fight Sir.
Why does she want to fight Sir if she loves him?
Why does Lady believe this must happen? Who fooled her/what did she hear?
Why is Sir doing this? Attacking the castle?
Original thoughts. No 'King was Evil, you just didn't know it!' plot.
Devil Dream, 8/23/08
DREAM ONE:
-teen boy, has this figured out
---we are about 16
-the devil is in town, ha.
---or at least a demon/being claiming to be the devil
---in beginning, we believe it’s the devil
---beliefs change later
-he can take over people and talk through them
-when he takes them over, their faces get this grayish tint, slightly deformed, reflective eyes
-Boy escapes this group of people who know something is up but are oblivious
---drives his car out of a bus [?] and crashes it
-his grandfather is in the mix of locals here
-[small town, sheriff’s office ‘investigating’]
-I know something is up, but not sure what
-we run into each other up by the main road, trying to keep out of sight
-he explains everything to me
-we keep hidden so the devil doesn’t realize we know
-we try to sneak back into the ‘camp’ where the sheriff deputies are
-we run into Boy’s grandfather
--it’s not his grandfather, it’s the devil
-we run. But now the devil knows we know
-another girl is somewhat pulled into the mix
-eventually everyone realizes something is wrong
-the three of us try to explain to everyone what’s going on
-some think we are crazy and many leave, but some stay
-he takes over different people.
-we try to stay together so we and watch each other so we know if the devil is among us
-he takes over a few people.
-I tell them that if he takes over me, please, hit me so hard I’m knocked out
-Unsure How This Resolves
FUZZ OUT, NEW DREAM BUT SAME THING HAPPENING, LIKE A ‘THREE YEARS LATER’ SORT OF THING.
-at other girl’s house
-realize the devil is back
-boy is not with us this time around
-he is taking over the cats as well, to be able to see us, and freak us out
-can take over all the cats at once
[my cats xD]
-somehow end up on some boat, probably trying to escape him
-the other girl is not with me
-he follows.
-on the boat:
--mom, late thirties
--daughter, 7?
--woman in her mid/late 50s
--few other people
--few guys, mid 20s. Appear to be on our side
-he takes a few people over, scaring us, proving he’s still there and we are trapped
-takes over one guy in particular
-this guy [reminds me of Spike xD] is a servant to him
-realize this is not the devil, but something else
-the other guys in his little group are helping as well
-knowing aiding this… thing.
-the mother and daughter go missing
-they want us to believe they are dead
-we are not sure, we argue if they would kill, especially a little girl
-we realize that the guy who is taken over is stronger in the dark
--the ‘devil’s’ hold on him is stronger, more pronounced.
-the old woman tries to stay in the light, but it doesn’t work
---probably scratch all that if this is ever a written story
-to prove their points, and to show they intend to kill all of us, the cut off the old woman’s legs
-she is going to bleed out, we can’t stop it.
-the other guys [good] help move her, try to stop the bleeding
-it’s pointless
-there are only a handful of us now
-we are all sitting on some bench/couch in the middle of a dark main room
-they say they will kill us
-we say we will fight and protect ourselves
-another man comes out to join Them.
-I know him.. And, I love him.
-I am in shock but in a way I am not surprised, not sure why
-he doesn’t seem surprised to see me though
-he has a blade. We have various objects holding them to use as weapons if we must
-I taunt him, tell him I will fight him. I will not be the one to die
-I look at the others, who are not necessarily as brave, or they do not know what is happening like I do
-I give in, attempting to help save the others. I just beg him to make it fast
-the other men laugh
-he goes to strike me, but he stops
-he can’t do it
-’devil’ is not very happy, but doesn’t get too angry
FUZZ OUT
-somehow, myself, the mom, the daughter, and the guy I am in love with get off the boat
-unsure of the other few people…
NEXT PART:
-He and I decide to go on a small cruise, a few years later.
-Possibly engaged? Much more serious relationship now
-When we get onto the main boat, we immediately know something is wrong
-He senses it, and I’ve learned the signs
-We then turn to someone to ask.. Something. Our room? Talk to ‘Captain?’
-A gray, deformed face with reflective eyes smiles back.
-He works on the ship, directs us to our quarters.
-They are in another lodge of the ship, where children traveling alone are..
-This demon has become compassionate?
-Guy leaves and goes to find ‘Devil’ again, and speak with him.
-Assumed: Devil does not plan to hurt us, or the kids. Not sure what he wants.
FUZZ
-the dream molds into something new and different
-we are still on the boat, but it’s me and friends, more normal
-at some carnival level
-my dad is working this balloon toss
-turns into a game of people holding drums xD
-I win a giant prize
-try to win it for other people..
-Strange? I know.
-teen boy, has this figured out
---we are about 16
-the devil is in town, ha.
---or at least a demon/being claiming to be the devil
---in beginning, we believe it’s the devil
---beliefs change later
-he can take over people and talk through them
-when he takes them over, their faces get this grayish tint, slightly deformed, reflective eyes
-Boy escapes this group of people who know something is up but are oblivious
---drives his car out of a bus [?] and crashes it
-his grandfather is in the mix of locals here
-[small town, sheriff’s office ‘investigating’]
-I know something is up, but not sure what
-we run into each other up by the main road, trying to keep out of sight
-he explains everything to me
-we keep hidden so the devil doesn’t realize we know
-we try to sneak back into the ‘camp’ where the sheriff deputies are
-we run into Boy’s grandfather
--it’s not his grandfather, it’s the devil
-we run. But now the devil knows we know
-another girl is somewhat pulled into the mix
-eventually everyone realizes something is wrong
-the three of us try to explain to everyone what’s going on
-some think we are crazy and many leave, but some stay
-he takes over different people.
-we try to stay together so we and watch each other so we know if the devil is among us
-he takes over a few people.
-I tell them that if he takes over me, please, hit me so hard I’m knocked out
-Unsure How This Resolves
FUZZ OUT, NEW DREAM BUT SAME THING HAPPENING, LIKE A ‘THREE YEARS LATER’ SORT OF THING.
-at other girl’s house
-realize the devil is back
-boy is not with us this time around
-he is taking over the cats as well, to be able to see us, and freak us out
-can take over all the cats at once
[my cats xD]
-somehow end up on some boat, probably trying to escape him
-the other girl is not with me
-he follows.
-on the boat:
--mom, late thirties
--daughter, 7?
--woman in her mid/late 50s
--few other people
--few guys, mid 20s. Appear to be on our side
-he takes a few people over, scaring us, proving he’s still there and we are trapped
-takes over one guy in particular
-this guy [reminds me of Spike xD] is a servant to him
-realize this is not the devil, but something else
-the other guys in his little group are helping as well
-knowing aiding this… thing.
-the mother and daughter go missing
-they want us to believe they are dead
-we are not sure, we argue if they would kill, especially a little girl
-we realize that the guy who is taken over is stronger in the dark
--the ‘devil’s’ hold on him is stronger, more pronounced.
-the old woman tries to stay in the light, but it doesn’t work
---probably scratch all that if this is ever a written story
-to prove their points, and to show they intend to kill all of us, the cut off the old woman’s legs
-she is going to bleed out, we can’t stop it.
-the other guys [good] help move her, try to stop the bleeding
-it’s pointless
-there are only a handful of us now
-we are all sitting on some bench/couch in the middle of a dark main room
-they say they will kill us
-we say we will fight and protect ourselves
-another man comes out to join Them.
-I know him.. And, I love him.
-I am in shock but in a way I am not surprised, not sure why
-he doesn’t seem surprised to see me though
-he has a blade. We have various objects holding them to use as weapons if we must
-I taunt him, tell him I will fight him. I will not be the one to die
-I look at the others, who are not necessarily as brave, or they do not know what is happening like I do
-I give in, attempting to help save the others. I just beg him to make it fast
-the other men laugh
-he goes to strike me, but he stops
-he can’t do it
-’devil’ is not very happy, but doesn’t get too angry
FUZZ OUT
-somehow, myself, the mom, the daughter, and the guy I am in love with get off the boat
-unsure of the other few people…
NEXT PART:
-He and I decide to go on a small cruise, a few years later.
-Possibly engaged? Much more serious relationship now
-When we get onto the main boat, we immediately know something is wrong
-He senses it, and I’ve learned the signs
-We then turn to someone to ask.. Something. Our room? Talk to ‘Captain?’
-A gray, deformed face with reflective eyes smiles back.
-He works on the ship, directs us to our quarters.
-They are in another lodge of the ship, where children traveling alone are..
-This demon has become compassionate?
-Guy leaves and goes to find ‘Devil’ again, and speak with him.
-Assumed: Devil does not plan to hurt us, or the kids. Not sure what he wants.
FUZZ
-the dream molds into something new and different
-we are still on the boat, but it’s me and friends, more normal
-at some carnival level
-my dad is working this balloon toss
-turns into a game of people holding drums xD
-I win a giant prize
-try to win it for other people..
-Strange? I know.
WARNING !
So I have some crazy dreams from time to time, and when I want to remember them I type them up and save them to my computer. But I realized, where's the fun in keeping them to myself? So! I am starting this. I am going to post all the dreams I have saved so far along with their date.
Now, I just jot these down when I wake up. A lot of them will make NO sense in any way, but hey, deal with it. Ha!
I hope you're ready. This is going to be an interesting ride ;]
<3
Now, I just jot these down when I wake up. A lot of them will make NO sense in any way, but hey, deal with it. Ha!
I hope you're ready. This is going to be an interesting ride ;]
<3
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