Happy Twilight, 4/1/09

OKAY, couple of dreams. First dream was with a guy in like, Korea or something, it was like my dad’s friend’s son or whatever, but we were able to get back and forth easy, and he didn’t really look Korean xD So I have no idea where we were. But anyway. We started hanging out and kind of fell for each other, but I didn’t realize how badly until we were getting to leave and he was talking about how he hopes to see me again some day. I admitted that part of why we couldn’t be a couple or anything [he wanted the long distance thing until we all met up again], was because I had a boyfriend. But I told him how my bf was being a jerk and it wasn’t going to last long, and that’s why I didn’t tell him. I don’t remember a lot of details [we were there cause like, some choir people were, it was weird, whatever], but before we leave he ended up kissing me, hard, and it was like, ‘woah’. He reminded me a LOT of Jacob Black. OH!! I know why! There was a part, before he left and kissed me, where I was out in the park with a little girl or something, we were trying to find him, and we saw him in his bright orange shirt in the woods just beyond the playground. We were with some other people, and I think it WAS Jacob because I saw some other people with him and yelled to him so that he would realize there were people watching. I didn’t know who the people were though, and apparently, yelling was bad =] Turns out it was vampires, the ones that want ME. [god I felt like Bella, but without an Edward!] They start after me and I tell the guys I’m with to take the girl and run. I run the other way so that they follow me. Jacob stops them though and gets to me first and gets me out of there. Later is when I’m leaving, we seem to have forgotten that part, and he kisses me. It may have been just a dream, but my heart skipped a beat. Lol. He didn’t look exactly like Taylor Lautner, either, which was cool. He looked .. Half Indian/half Asian. Idk. He was cute <3 It was weird, though. Other strange things, like a SA concert xD Haha.

Oh, and a random scene where like, Henrie whatever from Waverly Place, jumped into this like, tent car thing? Ended up sleeping with / almost sleeping with some girl. It was cute and stuff, idk if I was suppose to be the girl, I think maybe, dunno if they even slept together, but they talked about it and kissed and stuff, and it felt like it was off of my website [osy] or something! So random. Whatever. But yes! My dream Jacob was a cutie. He wasn’t even EXACTLY Jacob! Which is great! He could exist! =] I <3 him. A lot. Yay!

And so the half day dream / real dream between snooze buttons occurs! We went out to Jacob’s place again, or whoever he was. It was nice. He has a big house we were all staying in, and a giant backyard with a patio and fire pit and it dead ends into the woods. I went out on the second floor balcony [it’s big and has grass and everything, with a stone wall edge], and went out to there, and just sighed in happiness. I hadn’t been outdoors much before now, at least not lately, and it was nice to see a forest and know I could explore it and not be scared. Jacob was watching me, and I know he knew what was going on, even if no one else did. Mom my kinda knew, I see later, and Jacob’s dad knows.

We go down into the yard and are hanging out with people. It was fun. There’s a point, though, where we hear something in the woods and of course get spooked. We head to the house, but suddenly Emmett appears! [lmao, mixing twilight now with my twilight-themed dream. At least my Jacob is still the other Jacob!] He isn’t in a rush at this point, just shows up and says hi. Lol. I was teasing Jacob about how scrawny he is, and pretend that I can pick him up. He then picks me up with ease [he really isn’t scrawny] and I joke saying, “Oh, that’s nothing!, Emmett can do better!” and sure enough, Emmett grabs me up effortlessly.

Back on the lawn, Emmett gets stiff and so does Jacob and his dad. My dad is up at the patio, everyone else inside. I immediately know those looks, and freak out, shaking my head and yelling, “No!” My dad is confused when suddenly, inhumanly fast, Emmett takes me up to the top balcony. He hadn’t seen anything supernatural yet. Emmett checks the house, but I’m scared to go inside. What if they are already here? Everyone is outside by now, down on the patio. I’m sitting, practically laying down, up on the balcony, with Emmett keeping watch. Jacob is coming up to me while his dad goes to my parents. I am screaming loudly, “NO!” I don’t care if I’m loud, it’s not like they need to hear me to find me.

Things are safe, but we know there is something out there, vampires, and we don’t know who they are or if they are good or if they are the ones after me. Emmett leaves, Jacob and I camp out in the living room. We are sleeping on the couch, when I have what is kind of a dream, but I know it’s real, of Edward leaning over me, telling me it will be okay, and to remember that he is always near by. My dad doesn’t seem to like him much, and he doesn’t want them to know he’s here, so he doesn’t stay.

I’m talking to my mom, telling her anyway, and she sighs. My dad is making the bed when he says, “Why is it that every time that boy is around, you end up getting hurt or in trouble?” My mom defends him a bit, saying he doesn’t cause things, he’s just there to get me out of them. Dad doesn’t fully buy it.

I cling to my Jacob. He makes me feel happy and safe. <3 Yay! The end. Stupid school and alarm =P